YOU! mylove-

2006-02-21T11:39:00.000+08:00

okays. been a long long time since i blogged. actually also not that long ma. only because there's no more everyday post? agreed? then again. nobody's really reading. and it's getting boring blogging about my life. BUT heys. there's sure to be some kind of exciting and funny tings happening in school these few days. which i tink hor i cannot remember already. HAHA.

let's backtrack.

14th february.
valentine's day aka friendship day? ((: haha. nyjc celebrates it a different way from cedar but that's because nyjc is not cedar! ohwells. but the cedarians still buy flowers! thank you minghui and sihui for your daisies. and kaiyin for ur after-too-much-vday-choc toothbrush. lol. minghui and sihui had v innovative ideas like ~~pad, condoms and panty-liners~~. yar thanks arh. lol. more thanks for kaiyang who bought me a book whose cover reads IN MY PAST LIFE I WAS A PORNO MAGAZINE =x OOPS. was i? have you guys read me yet? hehs. and of course thank you aprie for her fake rose. haha. it's her rose that lasted the longest. and it will last forever. thank you the rest of the class and school who gave me chocolates and sweets. yays! v day rocks my world! LOL.

15th february.
was total defence day. yar like we bothered. we really ought to change and go and bother. but. it takes alot of effort. haha. the signal was irritating and we cudden really get back to GP which we wanted our teacher to but she was very distracted. LOL. went to play bball and soccer after school at shuen lin's house. den got two little boys so i played with them while the rest watched on. and come on people, im not a paedophile for nut's sake =Pp they were having fun okays. so kevin and kaiyang are uncles and im an auntie. and shuenlin and germaine are jiejies. no thanks to kevin. and i accidentally drank from kevin's bottle because i thought it was mine. and on our way... he was complaining he wasnt feeling well. that nite. i realised i wasnt feeling very well either.

16th february.
i fell sick. SICK! like again. tsk. so pissed off with my immune system. i merely shared drink with a sick ass. physically and mentally. wakaka. i went school anyway, with my guitar, unlike kevin who stayed home. wasnt feeling well after maths lessons. we tried to escape out of school for our mac outing. but both backgates were either locked or guarded. so we went through the front where there's a security guard. and it wasnt just our class. there was another class. anyway while the 2 classes were trying to sneak out, a few teachers have already gathered at the staff room corridor which overlooks the main gate. SO MALUATED when we realised they were looking at our failed attempts to get out of school. they were luffing and mocking at our failed attempt to get out damn it.

so we decided to order mac to school since we couldnt get out. haha the first time the deliveryman came, we realised we were short of 1 big breakfast! $()Q@*#_! and cutlery plus straws.( stupid mac. so called the guy and he came back a second time. with 1 big breakfast and 3 sets of cutlery. there were 10 of us can. so called the person in charge who scolded us. fuck sia. damn pissed off can. it's not the man's fault because it wasnt him who packed those stuff. it was the stuck up manager. the man agreed. so angry. and another manager drove down to pass us the cutlery and straws in his car. and apologised. bitch sia. hurhur.

den at the canteen many pple looked at us. and we waited for an hour before we can eat. it was so wad la. we would already be back in school if we were allowed to go out. we would have already finished if we ate the lousy canteen food. anyway teachers sat at the table behind us. the DM was there too and dey said so you all were the class who tried to escape out of school? =x LOl so funny. and the pe teachers were there. and they probably figured out that we were the class whiched ponned PE as well. eee-oh. LOL.

anyway i was feeling damn not well already but i still stayed on because there's the one at night. so i slept in the library for around an hour before kaiyang woke me up to go lessons. i ponned chem to go to physics. and realised that physics was more fun. hahaha. i should not have changed my options to chemistry the other time when dey didnt allow me to go chem just cos i failed chem. regret sia. LOL

after tt lesson i went to library again. den online a whle and i went out of the library and slept at one of the tables. the library was freaking cold. and i was running a fever. slept for quite a while and i went to guitar for 5 minutes. and me and sihui went to THE ONE 2006. THE ONE 2006 is NYJC's talentime like tt one. yar. the singles were not exactly very good. but not bad la. i like the songs dey sang. LOL. the groups were like awesome. totally fantabulous can. the duet rocks. the three people one was DAMN GOOD. the rock bands also good. wah too bad only can choose 1. the three people one won THE ONE 2006. the songs rocks la! grr. my friend's band was good too. oh man -faints.

17th february.
i cabbed to school at 11 plus. it was break. and we left one lesson only geography. but i went anyway. in the end! geog was free period and we went to library to do geog tutorial. i cannot remember where we go. must be germaine's or shuenlin's house i suppose. germaine's house. was supposed to go watch pink panther at nite with kevin kaiyang and shuenlin. but shuenlin watched already and kevin din feel like going out. so outing cancelled.

18th february.
supposed to have land training. meet at 7.30 at yishun stadium. i met kevin first den we go together. mr mark said they were gonig to run 11km today. in and out of lower seletar reservoir where our seniors are moving to their kayaks to, in preparation for a competition the next day. they did push ups and crunches as usual. bahh. mr mark decided to dismiss me and kevin as we are not fit to do any exercise. so we went to eat breakfast at khatib central. den after we finished we called kaiyang and woke him up and he came down to meet us. talked a while waited for kaiyang to change den we left.

me and kevin went to amk library to borrow books. i borrowed 2. haha finished 1 already. den we were reading magazines in there. den went home and bathe and come out again. met kevin at tp mrt station den we went to meet kaiyang and justina at city hall. den went to marina to watch pink panther. i said i want to eat cheesy hotdogs in the end everybody also eat. haha. wakaka. nice. PINK PANTHER'S FUNNY! damn funny. i luffed until pengs. its dirtily funny and funnily dirty. hahahahah! i like the show it's damn cool. den we walked to suntec and ate FISH & CO. super full after that can. den we went to dedicate song.

but kaiyang left before the dedication was read out. we waited a while. and the person read out our dedications. kevin's dedication. from: me to: my friends message: i luv us. *something something something i cannot remember* den muacks. song: truly, madly, deeply. justina's dedication. from: justinananana to: my friends message: you rock our socks off -or something like that- kiss our a@@. LOL. song: hero

it was super funny when the person read out the messge. from justinaNANANANA. you rock our socks off. kiss our *toot* she said it like that la. SUPER FUNNY. and her song was played. den the 3 of us walked to esplanade to see see and we sat down on the rocks and had some talk. haha. den cabbed home. slept at 1 plus.

we should have suntec outing every sat. den can dedicate song. wheeeeeee. nice. ((:

19th february.
woke up at 6 plus. again. for so many days. and it's a sunday la. arrived just in time at lower seletar to see the j2s start the match. cabbed there with kevin amanda and cheryl. haha. met huayhan and marvin. yeaps. den we were supposed to give the j2s water at their portage area. haha i gave conrad's his. HAHA. and i was SUNBURNT. im super red now. like lobster. every where i go people ask why face so red. haha. toottttt. den went to j8 to eat with supposedly the j1s. but amanda and cheryl went off. and so only the rest of us four went to eat pastamania. den huayhan and marvin left cos we werent gonna wait for the j2s to meet us. lol. den me and kevin went to find germaine. after which we met up with justina at tp interchange.

den they came over to my house to play winning eleven on ps2. germaine left early. den the other 2 went to my messy room =x never pack! hahah! lalala and dey went off to.

20th february.
nothing much happened in school. well i was still sick. and so poor ting. lol. mrs chong, my econs teacher has gone to some course and she wont be coming back till second intake. so there's antoher econs teacher teaching us. and she's like some taitai. lol. damn pro and funny. geog teacher was pmsing ytd. LOL. i miss mrs chong and her free periods.

i was having my monday blues. everything just aint right. tsk. and we went to shuenlin's house to do homework. dey did and i was sleeping la. lOl. i slapped kevin's specs off again for the second time. tsk. and he ignored me and went off the bus la. kuku.

21st february:
i did not go school today. wanted to sleep in. in the end there were only 10 people in my class who went to school. and dey have 4.5 hours of break today because our geog teachers are on course. wakaka. heng i ponned. and they have lessons tiill 4.15. that's another 4 more hours. boo.
tomorrow got econs test. going to study later.

update done. LONG! LOL. u have lots of patience if you read till here.
shall i continue?
no i shall not. HAHA
and u just do not understand;

2006-02-16T20:59:00.000+08:00

okays i'll blog about vday and the one next time. ~~im dying.~~

it felt so awful to spend so many hours waiting in school for an event.
and all the while, im having a fever.
wasnt feeling well. headache v pain can! den liek want to faint. just came back from THE ONE 2006 time now is 9pm exactly. and i just took my temperature. the thermometer reads 38.6 the first time. 38.7 the second and 39.1 the third and the fourth.
not planning to see doctor today.
mite go school tml.
i'll SEE.

2006-02-13T20:36:00.000+08:00

ive never wrote so many letters for people in a day. and i did today. for a few hours already. and not done. LOL. and i haven eat dinner. growls.

anyway i went kbox in the morning the K lunch package, with derick and 3 of his vs frens. yarr. had fun singing. LOL. they can sing quite well somemore. LOL. make me dun dare to sing.

okays i nidta go back to make 60 tags that says HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY -HUIYEN. hands break. and my mum have to help me prepare the present. haha.

oh rights.
im feeling abit pissed.
there's a reason for everything.
i wont do things without a reason.
all the more, say things without a reason.

but what's the reason
you have to find out yourself.
it's for me to noe only.

like you, im not that easy to decipher.
not me, not my thoughts.
sometimes i dunno how to show it.
sometimes i show too much of it.

sometimes wad i show may not be wad im thinking.
but sometimes what i show is what im thinking.
but do you know?
probably not.
because you are not sensitive enough.

'nuff said.
i cannot be bothered anymore.
im sinking deeper and deeper.
SAVE ME FELLOW BITCH!

i shall be more understanding,
your thoughts and actions are as hard to decipher as mine.
LOL.
fine.
you are forgiven and i shall not be pissed.

muahaha.
but u must know why i keep talking about it.
go find out. ((:
maybe i'll tell you the truth. i'll consider.

2006-02-11T22:42:00.000+08:00

have you ever felt so ~~helpless~~ and just wanted so badly to give it up, even though u were about to complete it.

have you ever felt so ~~lost~~, running from a place to place, yet not knowing what you are searching for in the end.

have you ever felt so ~~confused~~, with millions of thoughts running through your mind and still remain undecided?

have you ever felt so ~~tired~~, you just want to stop that very minute and just lay in those sweet dreams forever and ever.

i dunno. -grumbles-
so many things to tink about.

the results are out. judgement have been passed. dissatisfying results. and im all to blame ~~for not putting in my 100% efforts~~. but it really aint my fault. so drained of my energy at prelims. now i noe, mere flipping through your textbooks and not getting the facts through will only get you a pass. not what you want. the unachieved. i could have done better. what's the damn point of saying it now. damn it. no regrets. i dun deserve to. bahhh! so what if it aint as good as others, or even my bro. why compare myself to them. sian. alot more feeligns and thoughts. forget it. im not typing them out. my humanities suck la! both c kns. ahahaha. and im going to the ART stream WAKAKA.

on a lighter note, at least i still can stay in NYJC. ~~a second option would be SAJC.~~ but. but. growls. i noe many pple flocking over to SAJC. but but but. i really like it here in NYJC, yet i dun like their uniform. I LIKE SAJC UNIFORM. temptations of the uniform. muahaha. but i want to stay with my friends. i wont leave them there. why cant i split myself into 2. GRRRR.

but dun worry, i'll still put NYJC as my first choice, at least for now. i have 4 more days if i still nidta change my mind, but i suppose not. i'll stay for the people and not leave because of the uniform. LOL.

den after the first choice must consider the other choices, den after tt still have to think wad subjects to take. but i tink i want to keep to econs maths geog H2 but maybe h1 physics instead of chem, i nidta give it some serious thinking.. tsk tsk!

SEE SO MANY CHOICES, SO MANY OPPORTUNITY COSTS --> wah mrs chong will be damn proud ECONS LEHS. HAHA

digressing.
heck.

valentine's day coming. ~~i want flowers *hint hints to everybody*, presents, etc.~~
im greedy one hors.
wakakak/
lonely soul. single's night out people??
hmm.

i'll dedicate next few days to v-dae preparation.
i want everybody to be happy even if im the only sad one. ((:
hehs!

say, so nice of huiyen ((:
alliwantforvdaeisyou

2006-02-09T23:37:00.000+08:00

tomorrow's D-DAY.
tomorrow's the day which will decide our fate.
tomorrow will determine where our future lies.

to stay in NYJC ~~or not~~ is still an unconfirmed decision.
i have six days to think about it.

having made new friends during the few days of orientation.
the few weeks with the other thirteen of my classmates.
~~ponning lesson after lesson.~~
going to mac week after week is something that i will remember.

the world is unfair as such.
the best periods of time always pass so fast.
yet the worst periods of our life crawls away slowly.

certainly, im already attached to this school called NYJC.
forged bonds with the teachers, the seniors and of course my friends.
to make me part with them is so cruel.
but nobody noes, nobody noes if we will still be in the same school
~~life is predestined and nobody can change it.~~

even during the toughest times, we stand by each other.
supporting and cheering each other.
even if it were the times during lessons,
im pretty sure we enjoyed each other's company.
the noise we make the nonsense we say.

together as one, united we are.
we play truant together, escape away from the school even before we are suppsoed to.
though all in the name of fun,
they were many experiences we went through so to speak.

when i was first posted to NYJC, i remembered cursing and swearing.
i remembered saying i want to get out of this school after these few weeks.
but now, i find it hard to say goodbye
.i do not want to adapt to yet another new kind of environment.
another kind of culture.

this is where i belong, so wad if pple tink it's more chinese oriented.
so what if its not the top 5 jcs.
but. what if my score fails to meet the criteria to get into NY.
what if i fail english.

so many uncertainties.
so many IFs.
IF tomorrow never comes, and we can just happily live our life like we are doing now.
IF only.

true, it's only been 2 months and it's not tt possible for me to feel so reluctant to leave.
i dunno.
sometimes, it's not the length of the period of time that matters,
it is the process of getting to know you pple that matters.

but ~~all good things have to come to an end.~~
its just a matter of time.
we had our fair share of fun.
and it's now time to face reality.

i hereby wish all the sec 4 students last year who are receiving their o level results tml good luck.
and sincerely thank all in NYJC who had helped me in a way or another.

sorry if i had been very noisy and unreasonable and thank you for being so tolerant with me.
sorry for everything and anything and thank you all for everything. ((:

as my fears slowly sink in about tomorrow.
i have a bad omen that i will not do well.
my emotions will soon take over me.
and i just hope i wun do anything stupid.
cheers.

2006-02-05T20:18:00.000+08:00

ohman im SUPER shagged. really. tired.
tsk tsk!

ytd i met kevin and rudi at bishan mrt at 1.30 but we were late. lol. supposed to eat lunch in the end never. KEVIN WAS THE LATEST. as usual he was suaning me and he ask me make my hair into 2 DISGUSTING PONYTAILS AT THE SIDE OF MY HEAD. retarded. my black hair! ARGH! okays so met up with another 3 pple at kallang mrt station and we proceeded to SDBA lest we were late.

there we met sum j2s and mr lawrence. he talked to us a little introduced us more kept our stuffs and we started warm up 6 pple. after tt a few moer pple arrived, 3 minutes late. supposed to be there by 3. and they got nagged by the teacher. den we ran to some part of kallang basin den did some balancing acts and we look like 12 weird weird pple balancing on 1 leg! den we did crunches and many other abs exercises. LOL MUSCLE ACHES. den run more do more. TIRED. many many exercises correct le. plus it was raining okays. did sprinting. and also exercises by the side of the road. plus push ups. when we got back to SDBA there was a whole group of pple there who were late by like 20 minutes. the teacher like damn sarcastic.

went to suntec with the kayak pple dedicated a song to them. it was read out okays. den we cudden decide where to eat. met 3 j2s and we ate with them. they want BK so we went BK. it's good to haf someone to make decisions rather than ourselves. LOL. i took more than half an hour to finish a meal and everybody waited for me. very stressed. all ask me quick quick eat! >.< den sometime later kevin dao-ed me and we dun wan to friend each other! muaHAha childish can. and he ask me sit down on the bus coz he say i cannot keep my balance one. damn suan can. grrr. we saw fireworks! lol on the bus. so fun. =PpPp. hmm den went to city hall mrt the rest going chingay only i go towards pasir ris. so i ask all of them to pei me wait for my train. lucky us the train arrived when we went down. YAYS!

went to 4c class gathering. arrived rather late. sorry man pple! played a few rounds of asshole daidee. den the rest of the 4c pple went home coz dey cannot stay and talk. damn sad. i miss them so. =( but i'll see them again. REAL SOON. when results are released. damn it. den wanru arrived and we bbq-ed all the food and brought up to the room for a buffet. FUN everything and everybody was. gambled and lost. grr. and i stopped and sleep. hmpf. den arnd 4 plus 5 hasni arrived and we tot he wun be coming tsk. i continued to slp while dey blackjacked. den they ask me go into the room and sleep. i went in. chinloon came in and slept on the other bed. wanru slept beside me. den hasni came and kahjiaoed us slp. and suddenly he just lie on us. tsk! scary sia! it's not wad u pple tink okays!

den checked out and came home to bathe and went out to bai nian at punggol. dozed off on the sofa. tsks. den went to another relative house for birthday lunch. den came home 2 hours ago. and im going to slp soon! LOL. bleahs!

2006-02-03T17:37:00.000+08:00

rightt. ytd was thursday! 0604's weekly routine. muahaaa. had geog den after tt got maths tutorial but like many pple dun feel like going so we were like contemplating whether to skip the lesson or not. as a class lehs damn united la and we were discussing it at the staircase outside the classroom rather loudly! muaHaa. but in the end we still went in and she went through a few questions. if we ponned we would just proceed to mac 1 hour earlier. haaha! ya anyway after maths den we went to mac and eat. den came back to school for H1 lesssons.

wah the teacher give me face lehs! halfway through lessons when we were doing some examples he came over to me.
mrlow: why didnt u attend class last week?
me: i was sick.
mrlow: you got mc not?
me: yar. *takes out mc*
mrlow: have you photocopied it?
me: yar
and at the end of the lessons. he wanted to see all those who werent present and he read out their names and made sure they raised their hands. so maluating rite. and he saved me from all the embarassment. haaHAHA.

den went out of sch to slack
returned to school at arnd 6 for guitar
late for like 1 hour can.
haHa. and sihui was waiting for me.

when we were outside the classroom we saw the teacher in there. den paiseh to knock coz we were "damn early". wanted to pon when the teacher walk out of the class. and we were holding our guitars! uh oh! haaa. went in den everybody was like u all damn early can. LOL.

dismissed early and we went to watch THE ONE 2006. some singing contest. went to support my frens! oh man. his singing. CMI sia. >.< color="#ff99ff">dunno who say wad and den kaiyang made some comments and i started throwing pillows at him. LOL. den kevin came over and said he agreed and i aimed him. den den hors! i threw 2 at him he deflected them away. when i throw the 3rd he nv defend! and the pillow went SMACK! right in his face, slapping his specs and it flew to the ground. UHOHUHOH. so sorry sia! den scared he scold. tsk tsk.
he say he's hurt! BOO! den me kaiyang cheryl justina went to j8 to eat. stupid kevin pangsehed halfway can. kns. den we went pastamania. and home.

today.

had maths den pe. played some traditional game called police and thief! alamak i played there when i was young! LOL. each clas take turn to be police. LOL. den i decided to run without shoes coz it's damn loose and will fly and cannot run properly. den my socks got holes! >.< i removed my socks and ran.kns. one piece of my toe skin kena chopped off and i bleed. tsk DAMN PAIN! den i caught a few pple i overheard one of the thieves a guy, said wah piangs nowadays the girls can run sia. kns. anyway hors. this morning before morning assembly i was telling sihui they all im going to dye my hair black tonight since my aunt they all coming over to my house to eat steamboat. and in the end beofore pe started the teacher ask me go over and she CATCH MY HAIR. like finally. and damn zun.

thebitchyteacher:
why is your hair brown?

thebitch:
i dye already and the colour faded WHICH IS TRUE RITE?

thebitchyteacher:
what brand you use?

thebitch:
garnier.

thebitchyteacher:
the other pe teachers also use DIY dyes i dunno why u students keep saying will fade colour when theirs dun have.

thebitch: *thinking, coz their hair aint supposed to turn black?*

thebitchyteacher:
if the colour still fades off. the brand is lousy. change another one. LOL. yours is really obvious.

SO FUNNY RITE! muaaHAHAH. den econs lecture. had spring test. after tt break and den geog.

after geog den i kept teasing germaine and kevinn. (but it's true ma=x) and i got scolded by kuku kevin. kcube. he's also known as bcube. blue black beef. LOL. den i was quite sad kena scolded lehs! den nv talk on the bus never eat. just sit there stone. after tt it was better. everything was fine. den den about to go home tt time. den i keep whacking him =x and i got scolded again. germaine must cross overhead bridge, kevin can cross too. but i nidta go interchange for direct bus 57. so it's 2 separate roads. germaine ask kevin pei me go. i ask kevin pei her go. kevin say if pei germaine i will niam. but cannot pangseh germaine coz she's injured. so we stand there and discuss. den after kevin scolded me for whacking pple all the time. and he was SUPER FIERCE. assss! den i just went u pei her cross the bridge and go home and i wallked off very quickly towards interchange. after a while he came running. den i ignored. den i say i angry den i walk fast fast and he walked even faster say he's angrier. SO CHILDISH CAN! hurhurs! HMPF! den i was like walk back to mrt direction den he oei den he walk den i was trying to hide but too slow. BOOO. so malu. and he never apologize! kns! NO MANNERS!
haHA.

tml got kayak training. land training i heard. i bet kevin's going to pangseh la. kuku.

they ask me got OG2 outing. but i from OG3 la. cannot la. paiseh. will be so extra. dey going marina south to eat steamboat later. nvm coz i'll be eating steamboat tonite too! LOL. bleahs.

anyway tml's WILFRED's BIRTHDAY CAN! hahaa. sexy. ((:

2006-02-01T19:02:00.000+08:00

i noe this is a bit long. but GONG XI FA CAI everybody. ((:
新年快乐，心想事成，万事如意。and etc etc greetings. u noe i noe we all noe.
i mean we've been hearing it for the past few days.
hahaha.

hmm so had reunion dinner on sat night. my aunt spent like a few hundreds on the food. got abalone sharkfins bigprawns chicken duck scallops alot alot more! like how often do u get such a spread other than reunion dinner. hahahah. bleahs! but eat a bit full le. BO HUA sia. got like so much abalone left. dey opened 2 big cans and 1 small can of abalone. and there was only 8 of us. hahaha. funnny.

anyway in the end i didnt go to chinatown la. tsk because of sum pple. but i stayed home and played mahjong with my bro and sis. 3 pple play. and i was the only winner that nite win abit nia la. LOL.

first day of chinese new year. kena woke up by my whole family coz it was rather late =x ahahaha. wake up eat abit of chinese new year food den bathed. dressed up. and bainian with my parents get angbao, and proceeded to across the street to my yeye house. ate lunch there get more angbaos and went downstairs to my grandaunt's hse. get more more more angbaos. and went over to my grandmother's house. and more angbaos. and started gambling. won abit. oh wells. met up with all the cousins and we all took a picture together. all 14 grandchildren and the 1 grandmother. nan de can.hahahaha. den the adults mahjonged. crapped and talked to my cousins. LOL come back and me my bro and sis mahjong-ed again. LOL. i won. like again.

second day of chinese new year woke up at 12. LOL. bathed and went out to my aunt's hse for lunch. den to my father's side aunt and get angbao and mahjonged. lost to my aunt. tsk tsk. den went to my dad's friend's house. get more angbaos. and i was running late la. and he still yakked on and on. and i was damn pissed. kns. got pple waiting for me. he say stay half an hour only den he stayed one extra one hour. growls.

met kenhan at bishan den walked to wanru hse. asked kevin along. but he say he shy and tired and so much excuse. so pissed off. dun wan go dun go los. HURHUR. grrrrrrr. damn pissed. and sum pple damn irritating. errs. den met them went to bishan park play playground. den i fell on my knees on sand. damn pain now >.< color="#3333ff" size="5"> I NOT STUPID TOO at 4.35 cine. but no more tickets. and the next one was at 7. walked to lido the 5 one sold one. it was only like 3 plus den la. hahaha. so we bought the next available show at 6.15. hahahaha.

went to eat at hans in far east the ting quite nice to eat. hahahah! it was fun fun fun. hmm. den watched I NOT STUPID TOO. ohmytian. if u are not prepared to cry dun go watch the show okays. it's liek damn sad. i cried for more than half an hour la. ohman. and kevin was luffing at me coz i was crying like nonstop. water tap. when it's sad i cry funny i cry and luff sad again i cry. and all of had no tissue. oh man it's damn damn sad sad sad sad. i tink so poor ting. tsk tsk! kevin's heartless. hahhaa. at least kaiyang has sum feelings HURHUR. went to mac to makan icecream. hehs.

went school today. nothing much. i ponned photog. sorry sihui and meiru. >.<> it's maluating when the message talks about somebody and u accidentally send it to that somebody.

i'llonlysayiloveyouwhenyousayittometoo.
youreyestellmesomethingbutyousayotherwise.
amithinkingtoomuchidunno.
sometimesyourwordsarehurting.
yououghttospareathoughtformyfeelings.

2006-01-28T14:03:00.000+08:00

yesterday was nanyang junior college's cross country 2006 at macritchie cum chinese new year concert. LOL. ~~but i ponned~~! my whole class only got 1 person attend can? damn cool.0604ROCKS! anyway supposed to woke up at 7 to wake wanru so tt we can reach school on time. in the end i woke up at 8 got shocked, called wanru and chionged to school in a cab. LOL upon reaching school we entered the hall discreetly and quietly though still got many pple looking at us.

i wore a pair of orange dangling earring that wanru buy for me from thailand. anyway halfway through the concert den mrs tan the irritating vp asked me to follow her out to the hall and she wanted to talk to me. she say im still in my school uniform so i shudden be wearing flashy and dangling earrings like that will show bad example to the students blah blah blah! not as if dey dunoo dey cannot wear rite. hahaha. the concert was not bad. the lion dance was from NYJC. wheee. NYJC ROCKS LA.

anyway went to talk to a few teachers and a few cedarians den left for toa payoh polyclinic to get my mc for ytd and the day before. LOL. told doc i had sore throat he say my tonsils's abit red. so i passed and even got medication. quite cool. anyway me wanru jieming left to FBT warehouse to get 2 fbt. at 9 each. LOL. the doctor was fast today. and he's damn hip. he ask why will sorethroat i say kbox den he say he like to sing too. HAHAHA.

den we proceeded to plaza singapura and took 2 neoprints around 10 each. but it's quite fun ma. HAHAHA. i like the pictures. den shopped around.

okays anwyway met up with rae and reyes, qianyi and jerallyn(dunno how spell), terence and joleen. and the 3 of us.alot of problems i dunno why. ate cartel at cine den walked to esplanade. long long way! LOL. took many spastic pictures. so fun. but dey are not here. when i get le i post. hahaha. after tt me ming and ru took 56 home. and as promised i took 56 till bishan interchange with wanru. 3 stops away from trellis tower den i msged kevin say i passing by. when i reach bishan den he ask me if i want to go. and tonnn! WHEEE damn fun. so i went to my aunt hse which is next block to bathe first den we started. got yishin kevin kaiyang and kenhan. triple k sia. LOL. yishin should be called kenneth or sumting la. HAHA

reach the condo SAFELY, den they playing ps 2. soccer basketball tennis. quite funny at first after a while den bored already. den played truth or dare also. they asked disgusting questions sia! and i get to noe abit more about them. SINGLE. wahahah. and we went into yishin's room where kenhan was slping. we talked and gossiped. aiya. the 4 of them damn dirty can. tsk tsk.when they lack sleep. bleahs! anyway i went to a corner and fell aslp after the rest slp. lOL. din slp much keep tossing and turning. morning wake up! yishin mum cooked greenbean so i drank a bowl because she say i too heaty. den we went to downstairs and ate roti prata so fun rite! before that we played guitar and slept a little more and slack and hahaha so fun correct already.

MAYBE. maybe mite go chinatown after reunion dinner. we'll see how.

I CUT HAIR.
i asked kevin should i cut. he say NO.
den i was liek but very thick.
so i went to cut!
den now the ponytail is like thinner than my finger!
blahhh!
and rae was saying she like my fringe ytd.
but NOW. it's short! and i can spike it la. wad the hell.
I DUN LIKE. i want back my hair! ohman.
im so sad. =(
gettingcloserdaybyday.wanru:i'llsucceed.

2006-01-26T23:19:00.000+08:00

TODAY'S A FUN EXCITING AND RISKTAKING DAY!

haha. had like geog from 7.45-8.45 copied information nia. den 8.45-9.45 got maths. fun fun fun. we have like 3.5 hours of break before having h1 at like 1.15. supposed to do our gp. takenote: the earliest we can leave sch is 12.45 if we end before that we still have to wait till 12.45. haaa.

but my whole class 13 pple. because shufen sick. and we decided to go to mac and eat breakfast. and the side gates had many students and teachers doing pe. we just slowly walk like we are criminals sneakily. den got out. WHOLE CLASS CAN. went to mac and i tapped all their points. even kevin. i snatched his points. hehes! im point-rich.

after that like most of us ponned our H1 sum where back coz it's unponnable. lol. i thought i was safe. but it was otherwise. anyway me shuenlin kevin and kaiyang went over to shuenlin's house. which was opp school. and we played tennis. for quite a while. dey quite pro sia. haaha. anyway we wanted to go kbox. so we say go home and bathe, change den get out. LOL.

so i took 58 with kevin and kaiyang but kaiyang alighted after 2 stops. since kevin like stay 1 block away from wanru, i decided to pay wanru (who just returned from thailand ytd) a visit. haahaha. bleahs >.< color="#33cc00" size="5">THANK YOU WANRU! LOL den cab home bathe. and meet kevin and kaiyang at tp. they waited for me at the platform. haa den we went to meet justina and cheryl at burger king den we eat and shuenlin and germaine came. after tt we went kbox! each person like $14. haaa we sang from 7-10! haaa shiok.

sing alot alot of songs. im losing my voice. LOL. bleahs! it's fun and interesting and we screamed and shouted and sang. and take many pictures YAYS! haaaa den it was home sweet home! hahaa

ohhh am i unlucky or wad. or prominent or wad huh? i ponned chem and i got caught. because mr low noes me. and my name, he noticed that i was not there and ask the rest like at least 60+ of them WHERE IS HUIYEN! oh man den ask cedar pple. shit la he asked for me! growls! den after tt he marked everybody attendance and counted and stuff. and he picked out those who were absent last week! SO SCARY.
imgonnagetanmctmlman.

i never pangseh kevin.
yarrr.. no...

i didnt.
really didnt.

LOL
i just allowed them more time together. ;) haaahahaa.

2006-01-25T22:04:00.000+08:00

okays i din blog ytd. no more about lessons yar. tink it's getting boring to read about any more lessons. unless sumting more special like playing an online game about econs during an econs lecture today. LOL.

anyway ytd school ended at 4 plus. the longest day with pe and stuffs. grrrr. hmm but i din do pe, and so didnt't kevin, shufen and jasmin. shufen's absent today. she must be REALLLY sick. tsk tsk. anyway germaine was going to meet her frens. and she's supposed to go with kevin as in since kevin is going j8 too. ya..

unfortunately, for them, i tagged along. =x to eat! no food at home unless i eat alone la. lOL. so we went to long johns and i saw caijing and her frens. many many of them. i eat v slow. LIKE SNAIL LIKE THAT. according to some pple. >.< so germaine was rushing and she went off first. den me and kevin left for the interchange to go home!

today! i followed photog to chinatown. where we take pictures! so fun! got apple. orange sick. and many many more pple and scandals. haaaa. so fun. anyway. got one teacher super scary+freaky. keep smiling. overly friendly. wakaka.

hmms. boo. random.

2006-01-23T23:09:00.000+08:00

KEVIN PANGSEHED ME.
he's a mean piece of beef.
and he shall be ignored.
because he's mean.
and im petty.
hmpf.

2006-01-22T18:49:00.000+08:00

argh! i forgot that i have not blog!
well, never mind. now that i do, WARNING: VIOLENT ENTRY AHEAD.
leave if you do not like colourful language. in certain paragraphs only.

anyways sorrrry to everybody present last night and being so tolerant of my nonsense.
the vulgarities that i spewed when i was angry.

met wanru at 11 plus and we went to the airport together to meet jo, ter and man. wanru was being "herself". haaa. she was pulling her luggage. SHE LEFT FOR THAILAND ALREADY CAN!

>.< oh wellllls. we changed eyecandies. muahaa. anyway the 5 of us ate at popeye's chicken before me and man left at 2.15 like that.

i was supposed to meet kevin and pple at kallang mrt at 2.45. UHOH and i was late. and so many pple were like waiting there. and i was in my YELLOW pe tee! when everybody else was in blue or white project x tee. OH SHIT. i tot i was dead but my senior said he'll be dead instead of me!

so proceeded to the SDBA for our kayaking session. i partnered with hueyhan a friend of kevin and shuenlin and everybody else in OG2. LOL. hmm she had no prior experience. so i taught her the basic strokes. the instructor noes both of our names haah. when she's tired she takes a break den i paddled alone. then the instructor came and ask if she was tired and stuff. after that, the instructor ask us to go over to him. den he say we'll hijack the first kayak coming along with 2 guys. and we did. and so we changed place.

for the first time i sat the front of the kayak. haaa. and i finally get to take loads of breaks with him. v tired. muscle straining! and we won the race! yays! i was totally shagged.

den we washed the boat. the instructor and the rest were pulling this trolley of boats towards me. i din noe and stepped back since i finished washing the boat already! and i crashed straight into the front of the kayak! damn freaking pain can! shitass. the second time the same spot was striked! the last time was NATIONAL CAMP 2004! )(@*#_!(@!+_ pain. and now still pain! and got orhbarkak! GROWLS. MY HEAD!!!! ARGH!

after that we did conditioning. and i was in the female push up position right. den my hands were like aching like FUCK. and we have to do like 20 push ups. for 3 times. per group. and when doing and towards the last few the fucking female teacher came and push my bum down and she pushed my legs towards my bum. dunno why hor when i get down i felt this paralysing pain and den i cudden get up for a moment. and my back continued to hurt ytd nite. ~~well i cried~~. i did. and in front of everybody. BUT PEOPLE WHO WERE PRESENT. it wasnt because she scolded me that's why i cried. it was because my fucking back was fucking pain. kns. i even did 90 crunches. wad the fuck. continued crying. den the fucking bitch came to me and ask me to follow her. den she ask me what's wrong i say my back pain den she say she only touch my bum and my back should not hurt. what the hell la. den all of a sudden my back will pain arh. and she want to see me on monday FUCK YOU BITCH. i was so pissed and i cried while giving timing again. my voice shook. and during debrief she say so much stuff. and she say we must be in the same tee. obviously targetted at me since i was the only one not wearing project x. i was fucking pissed at this point of time already la. and from then on i never did laughed.

while walking to the stadium from our shower. many pple came to talk to me. and i ignored all of them.=x. now i was still crying. and since it was raining no one will know. i mean no one. it was great kayaking in the rain it was fabulous crying in the rain. and soon i started running! and i hit everything i could see. i was fucking pisssed. i hear pple running after for a while. i nearly ran out onto the road. but. i didnt. heng sia. in the toilet i was slamming around. certainly pissed. boo. but i decided to calm down.

seldom would i be angry to this extent. the smiles wiped off from my face. no more laughter no more jokes. i believe i was quite scary. pple ask am i okays i said no. haa quite funny actually. in the end i was high and i became myself again.

told the seniors i want to quit. one of them said i had very good strokes. i dunno. kevin claims that it is to console me, so be it. LOL.

hmm went to eat with 5 other OG2 people at pizza hut. since sihui pangsehed me! haaha we ate and talked and slacked and den shuenlin and huey han left. only left me kevin justina and cheryl. we headed to the fountain and i showed them how to freeze. den we talk alot and about ghost stories too. haa den we decided to cab home. but suntec also many pple cabbing home okays. we wait until got midnight charge can. growls. lol. sent cheryl to serangoon gardens, kevin to bishan den i alighted with justina at her hse and my family fetched me from there. haa.in the cab realised justina's from kcs choir as well. it was freaking coincidental la. no wonder i found her so familiar can! lol.

slacked alot today.. reading "a child called it" lol. alot of arguments going on in my house. wadever la. this is nt the place to vent my frustrations with regards to my family anymore..
FUCK.

2006-01-20T19:03:00.000+08:00

okays i din blog ytd. coz i reached home pretty late like 9 plus. hahaha.

ytd i only had geog maths and chem. alot of breaks in between.ended at 2.15 and the rest went back. so i was like with my OG pple(2 girls) in the canteen waiting for 4.30 so tt can go guitar. sihui was having pe till 5+.

so in the canteen there was this group of guys and girls playing around with guitars. sum quite noisy. this peirce (didispellitcorrectly) guy whom i noe the face but always cannot remember name asked if he could borrow my guitar. after a while i was with their group see how they play guitar. slowly got to noe the pple. whom i tot i'll never get to noe. LOL. i can only remember benjamin and eric's name. the rest chinese name. LOL. dey very pro at guitar okays! and ben can play HEI SE MAO YI! woooohooo! it was damn nice. den i sing. den he stop den he ask me why i stop singing. i was like errr... coz u stopped the music? he also noe how to play right here waiting for you and many classicals! LAME! it was fun. dey taking part in THE ONE 2006 sumting like a talentime. i'd certainly cheer for them man.

den was guitar orientation. last week we only had like less than 10 pple. but this week there was like 30+++ pple. WOAH. so we started with games. the first was the game tt u must step on ur opponents balloon. den i like keep screaming. so scary can! hahaha my group proceeded to finals. got 4 groups. den i took 3 balloons when dey redistribute for the FINALS. den when sumbody burst mine. ~~i cheated~~ and took out the other one to hug in my hands. den i gave the other one to another girl whose balloon burst too. and my group WON! yays! lol. christina owes us a prize man! LOL. the second game must tangle ur hands up game. ~~we like cheated again~~. and dey let us all. hehehe.so typical when u put pple u noe togetehr. LOL

after which we went into aircon and played the guitar. because there was like so many of us. it was very noisy. and i din really like it. LOL. so the last week that group of pple stayed and we all played tong hua. it was damn nice! hahahaha. i din noe we j1s could work wonders. LOL.

den i saw APPLE while walking out of school. den i was like eh he looks familiar and i ask if he's from kayaking. but he's from photography! oh man. so sorry.
im beginning to noe many many many many many many pple AGAIN. >.< damn.
goodness. i hafta change man.

went out for dinner with the peirce guy and justin. behind school. and we met two other guys who told us they were having OG outing. in the end cancelled. so the 5 of us ate together. den that 2 guys walked me to bus stop to take bus.

hmmm. today i had maths econs and geog. and PE.

the teacher said alot of rules. sum classes den went to take height and weight. LOL.
but not mine. phew. issit lucky? or not.
blahh so the teacher was like "so since x-cty is next fri. we nidta train.
for the girls wad do u tink is ur target rounds?"
den sum went 2, 3 and 4. i was like 3,4 3,4 anything.
and somehow he heard it. 3+4 = 7 *groans*
den for the guys.
he asked again.
and i went 5,6 5,6 and he told everybody "i heard 5,6 5,6 5,6 5+6=11" i was like OMGoodness.
den in the end dey ran 7+2 rounds.
den the teacher ask if it is fair.
den i said NO!
and he said some one has violent objections.
the guys shall run one more round for the girls.
CHEERS!
but in the end the teacher discounted us and everybody run one round less. hahaa. 6 rounds.
still alot can! tired.
but heng no situps and stuff.

dismissed at 1.15.
din really want to go home.
it's a bit no life to go home so early rite?
when in cedar, i go home at like 8pm.
ive been coming home really early.

anyway kevin, kaiyang shuenlin who are all from the same OG was going to haf Og outing. and the pple who turned up, i noe them all. boo. so i asked if i can follow. in the end we went across school to germaine's house to slack.

hahaa. we watched the uncensored version of DODGEBALL. it was nabei-ly DIRTY GROSS DISGUSTING VULGAR COOL FUNNY and what have you. the words dey use. it makes u laugh! den watch chicken little. quite boring. so left cheryl jielin agirl germaine me and kevin. kaiyang and justina left for bowling training. anyway cheryl jielin and girl has to go back to school for soccer training. i PONNED! we have only 3 umbrellas. the 3 girls shared 2 and dey refused to bring me to the bus stop. kevin has 1 PINK in colour. damn cool rite? lol. we were supposed to share the umbrella out. germaine kept laughing at us. and wanted to take video. so we dragged. and decided to walk in the rain instead both wet! LOl. the ting is he's sick. tsk tsk. he could have used the umbrella and i walk in the rain ma. im used to it anyway! hahaha.
somanyrumoursgoingon.itinktheyshouldstopit.themoretheysayit.theworseitgets.
scandalous...

2006-01-18T20:58:00.000+08:00

im so glad PE is on FRIDAY instead of TML. unlike SOME people.
LOl.

because firstly, my muscles are still aching.(inoeihafbeencomplainingaboutitfordays) and it's very GRRR when i walk and climb stairs, squat and sit. BLAH!

secondly, my running shoes aren't dry from touch rug training because it has been raining today.

thirdly, guitar starts at 4.30 and sihui's pe ends at 5.15 so she misses out ALOT. muahaha.

anyway today was VERY TIRED and i keep dozing off during lectures. tsk tsk.
tml will be a short day. 7.45-8.45 geog 8.45-9.45 maths and 3.5 hours break, den h1 for 1.5 hours and dismiss coz ive got no chinese. LOL. cud haf just ponned h1 since i dun haf the tutorial to do. den 9.45 go home slp 4pm come back for guitar. haha.

so i'll be lugging the guitar around again tml. can play during the 3.5 hours break. and ~~copy chem~~. MUAHAHA.

anyway today's lectures were very boring gp maths econs reading programme, boring.
after school, i went for the photographic society's meeting. haha.

~~because i have a phobia of lift doors closing on me. i tend to stop before i enter a lift in case the door KIAP me. =(( summore if the door is without censor it will TOUCH me before reopening! OUCH!.~~

right so just now while entering the lift i stopped in my tracks. den sihui ask why i stop. and the guy behind me LUFFED AT ME! and den sihui luff. so malu! den we walk to outside the room for PS. saw wilfred talked to him. den look into the class ALL GUYS i thought dey having lessons. den 1 girl came out and ask if we came to PS. we were the only 2 J1s then.

so we say go toilet first. heng go back tt time got more. and got MEIRU. lol. hmmm. j2s got only 1 girls and many many guys. j1s got 1 boys and many girls. and the guy who luffed at me is in PS! LOL. so funny. played whacko. den we had photohunt. dey show us some pictures and some clues and we are supposed to take pictures of the supposed object. 13 in all. j1s were broken into 2 groups. 5 each. my group has 3 cedarians obviously me meiru and sihui. hahaa. den i keep running arnd to take pic. so fun. ask arnd. den WE WIN! yays! thanks to our APPLE! the games master ask us choose apple or orange to be facilitator. and we chose APPLE coz we like to eat APPLE MORE! so lame rite. hahaha. he gave us alot of help. HEHE. win fererro rocher can! yays! so nice. i was SUPER HIGH! ULTRA NOISY. and EXTREMELY IRRITATING. WELL, EXPECTED. muahahaha!

seee now kayaking's nice, guitar's nice, touchrug's nice PS IS NICE! how to chooose.
i maybe going dragonboat water training on sun. so if i suppsoedly join everything,

monday: kayaking(land)
tuesday: touchrugby / soccer / dragonboat(land)
wednesday: photographic society
thursday: touchrugby / guitar
friday: maybe petanque (notsure)
saturday: kayaking(sea)
sunday: dragonboat(sea)

WAH. cca from mon to sun. LOL so cool. okays teevee time. bye!

2006-01-17T20:55:00.000+08:00

i WAS recovering from MUSCLE ACHES.
seems like i'll never be able to do so. LOl.

today had gp, econs, geog, chem, pe and civics tutorial or sumting.

chem. it's my like first lesson and i have no notes and no tutorials. =(
den went in the teacher came to me jingsheng and dickson and asked for our name and mark attendance. in the end we were supposed to collect money for the notes. $1.50 per person. so suay. there's like 73 pple. and directly after tt lesson got econs. so i chiong. collected around 60 pple. tt's around $90 okays. so hand in first. must continue to ask for it. BLAH. anyway. i was late for econs like 15 minutes. luucky teacher never scold.

gp. the teacher is very critical and we really have to tink out of the box. dun really like it. i only read stuffs from its surface.

econs and geog alrights.

~~im like the asst ct rep. (asst monitress)~~

PE sucks. although it was raining. we have to run 6 rounds round the school. den push ups sit ups jumping jacks tired! 4.15 end

4.55 got touch rugby training. i ponned dragonboat and soccer. sorry! anyway. touch rugby at first dey say those got pe no nid run. kns. den in the end still have to run. and 4 rounds okays! so i total like run 10 rounds can! GROWLS. and more stretching and stuff. TIRED.

okays hungry already going to makan.
slp.
bye!

2006-01-15T16:33:00.000+08:00

hellos again!having muscle aches like AGAIN!

woke up at 12 plus ytd. and played games with my sister till 1 plus. i left home at 1.50 when im supposed to reach kallang by 2. -.- so in the end i cabbed down.my hse to kallang $4.50 only sia!hahahaa.

den when i reach kallang mrt. i only haf a $50 dollar note. den i ask uncle whether he got change. den he say dun haf! den he say he forget to ask me whether i only haf $50. kns. he ask me go mac and change money. and all this time! the meter was still running. so wad rite. and from experience i noe mac pple dun change one. boo. so i ask sihui come out and lend me money first. stupid uncle.

den met up with the rest. and sihui.hmm. den dezhi who is from the kayaking team came to talk to us.

he ask me OH U ARE THAT DAY THAT CEDARIAN RITE?
me: no la im from darce.
him: ur uniform is blue top grey bottom?
me: no it's grey top blue bottom.
him: i tink the cedar uniform nicer.
me: yar i tink so too.
me: OH YAR im from cedar. ((:

LOl damn lame sia. had fun talking to everybody! heehees. my classmate kevin in kayaking too!noe even more pple now. boooo.how how how. shud i stay in nyjc? blahhh.
i tink very few pple blogs in my OG and class. so not fun sia.lOL.

hmm rite so we left kallang mrt at 2.05 and chengyi was late and i dun haf her hp. asked valerie and the number she has is OUT OF SERVICE ONE. bo bian. the seniors wait there for her. 2 of them.haha den the rest of us proceed to the dragonboat association or sumting. had sum intro. den we set off for water already because low tide. den we kayaked for like a few hours. LOL. very fun. i partnered sihui in the beginning. wahh heng i got 1 star. there were a few others that had it too. -shudigofor2stars?- hmmm. there ws only 1 person and tt's a girl who has 2 stars! LOL. hmm anyway we went to this super dirty part of kallang river. it's full of rubbish and stuff. very very extremely polluted and i do not like it. booo.

anyway rite. we played games in the rubbish water!it's like the back row stand up the front row hold the boat. den the other way round also. after tt both rows stand so nobody will be holding the boats. and beside our kayak got alot of space. so our kayak was like bobbling left right up down very unstable and i keep screaming. it was so scary! and we nearly capsized. it was that scary! can u imagine falling into the rubbish water. eew. den we have to change partners. each person given a number. i was 19.

instructor: okays now we start 3 & 19.

kns first i tio already. so irritating scary and unlucky.it was from one end of the raft to the other.half way moving there.

instructor: 19 & 8. i tio again. 4th pair or sumting. den i screamed! den the instructor changed.
suay sia

LOLafter that must change according to birthdate. i was the second youngest. the youngest no nid change place at all. heng i only move diagonally to the back. phew. took 15 minutes.
bahh den kayak back with my new partner from ST NICKS. hahaha..

anyway our launching point was where a body was found -_- i was barefooted. den chengyi say wait i step on a head. CHOi!

and that reminds me.this year got 2 seventh month. u noe the ghost that month! two lehs? and it's very seldom that leap months occurs according to the papers. but must balance out and everything. blahhhh! i really dunno. so scary! RPv()Q+_#)! the last time was 1968.

den we went back to the centre. and did exercise. many many, push ups crunches and etc. den wash the kayaks HEAVY sia. and it was past 7 plus.

went to national stadium to bathe and wash up.went with the team to suntec. dey were going to haf dinner.

so i met wanru dey all arnd 8.30. and dey already finished dinner.hmm.so i haven eaten anything yet since i woke up.HAHA

den dey went swensens.so we all ate ice cream.and i was full. MY ONLY FOOD! wahaha.sat arnd suntec and chit chat abit more.and came home.TIRED. LOL

today woke up at 12.30 slept for 12.5 hours. hahahaha. PIG? hahamaybe.

and im going to study now good bye all!

2006-01-13T22:24:00.000+08:00

today morning i got ready abit earlier than every other day.
so i picked up the guitar and started playing.
in the end i missed the usual bus that i always took and took a later bus.
and i arrived in school almost just in time. HAHA.

had maths physics econs lectures today. maths got homework. physics got notes. 1 hour on SI UNITS! econs got another stack of notes. all must read through.

after tt went to the board. got reposting.
shuffling of classes here and there. now we got 13 pple (5 cedarians 3 guys. ) and a few others. more cedarians! and i realise dey posted me to H1 chem! so i really dunno im in physics or chem. and if it was chem i wasted one hour in physics trying not fall aslP!

gossipped about cute guys during break. FUNNY.

hmm. den after school i went back to cedar and was the earliest to reach. so i went to the library and started doing homework. OMG. so guai sia. tsk. no time to play. so no life. den met up with the rest. and all of us were just yakking to one another about our jcs and stuff. and all the funny and disgusting stuff. alot la. watched the guides a little. yupps. and went to tp for dinner with wanru.

tml there's kayaking (water training) at kallang. BOO.

im tired.
off! byebye!

2006-01-12T22:17:00.000+08:00

short entry. should be really short bah.
no time. already 10.17 and i just reach home. everything undone!

rained again in the morning.
had morning assembly in parade square for the first time and in our CT as well.
my class only has 13 pple. heeboon dunno my class or the other one. really confusing.
haha out of 13 pple 3 are confirmed cedarians another 3 from mayflower 2 from cat high 1 from amk and afew dunno where.
anyway there are only 4 boys. the girls still rule the boys!
right.

had PE. did jumping jacks crunches and sum superman tingy. den ran around the school for a few rounds. training for x-cty. ~~on 27th jan too bad im not going.~~
so like v tough one los.
and it's only PE.
very strict.
i dun like.

den bathed.

9.15 pe ended.
12.15 next lesson take my own sweet time.
den do maths in library!
den taught the others sum maths.
had geog. tired. wanted to slp. but quite interesting.
den went to lilbrary to do maths with lianfei for arnd an hour.
met up with the others after their history.

sihui and i got until 4.45 to spare from 2 plus.
wahhh.
slowly wait.
slack here and there.
play abit of my guitar.
den we slp for a while! near the LTs lecture theatres den like there nobody ma.
but when we wake up.
so many pple MALU!

guitar was fun! i kinda like it. i learnt how to play MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB BY MY OWN! and tong hua after tt ((:
go bathe! byebye!

2006-01-11T22:10:00.000+08:00

hmmm. today went school and we had more lessons. there was gp econs maths and physics today. and we got homework for maths! LOL. i am doing it and decided to blog first before continuing with the homework. flipping through sec 4 amaths textbook and the notes that were photocopied for me. kinda understand le. PARTIAL FRACTIONS. self study subject.
anyway got posted to class today already! im in 0604. same class as limweii shufen and heeboon. plus my OG mate jiaheng. im not sure if there is any others that i noe in there. bahh. anyway i din get into h1 chem. so i got into my second choice h1 physics. plus H2 geog econs and maths. rightt. i went to office and ask WHY! when ddey say everybody got into first choice. erms turned out it was because i failed chem in prelims. so cannot take >.< anyway the person in the office was fucking rude and i fucking dun like her. BOOOOO! cannot same class as sexiest. Whahahaa.

hmmm den after school met up with him outside school. short and brief meeting only.

after that. had cca bazaar. went every booth and kinda want to go all of it.
and in the end.
i signed up for 7 ccas. LOl. training from mon to sat. MUAHAHAHA and clash
dragonboat. kayaking. touchrugby. soccer. photography. guitar ensemble. pentaque.
HAHAHAHA.
tml got touch rugby guitar and pentaque.
but touch rugby we ask senior explain.
go an hour of guitar.
den go to tp hall for pentaque.
lol.
i must be crazy..
anyway now on channel 5.
tapz show or sumting like tt. dunno wad la.
my gp teacher ask us to watch one.
den my aunt called me to watch too.
it's on self-mutilator.
=x
bye! im doing my work!

i heard tml's pe we are running 8 rounds =(

2006-01-10T13:19:00.000+08:00

it's kevin's birthday today! and he turned 17! -.- im only same age as him for 20 days! rightt.
*sings the last line of the song SLOWLY*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...............
lol.

so i waited till 11.48 and i off the light wanting to wait the last 12 minutes in darkness. and. yes-i-think-you-got-it, i fell asleep before 12 even arrived. BLAH! so until this morning 10 plus den i wish him. SORRY!

~~even stupider.~~
this morning i kinda woke up and checked my hp 6 plus already! den i jumped out of bed planning to go and scold my mother for not waking me up. LOL when i arrived at the door den i realise it's holiday. so i went back to slp grouchily. muahaha.

yesterday.
we had 1 hour of talks by various teachers and the principal. sum about pastoral care, leadership and etc etc. principal talked to us about what it takes to be NYJCians the good tings about NYJC and stuff la. den he said sumting about discipline.
if you still need your mother to wake u up in the morning, you nidta have summore self discipline. UH-OH isnt that like me? =(( LOL. he's saying i dun haf self discipline. _)%(@_Q#)!

hmm. anyway it was back-to-school-down-to-work-no-more-playing day. no games no nothing. lectures lectures lectures. first was chemistry lecture. apparently we were like one of the last few to enter. and there werent any seats available. so we were like supposed to sit on the steps. it's like WAH so ugly la. so me and minghui decided to walk out of it. it was okays for her coz she din take chem. but not for me. but nvm! it's only introductory.

so we spent 1.5 hours in the canteen with kenneth and lianfei. after the 1 hour chem lecture. we had half an hour to spare before GP in the hall. so we drank and stuff. GP was fun. it was called the in-case-you-do-not-already-know lecture. muahaha. every lecture has an interesting name! i tink GP will be nice. LOL.

den it was another hour's break.

history. i nv choose la. but just go in sit sit and listen. and i regret. the teacher talk not bad. his voice and stuff. he reads from a speech. BUT south east asia history is boring. i nearly fell aslp. and there was more students than he expected because pple like me crash lessons. LOL.

after tt was geography. supposedly until 2.30? or 45. or 15. but the teacher's introductory course finished at 2! and we were dismissed. yays! geography sounds fun. but maybe the workload will be WOAH. LOL.

we went for lectures as a whole group of cedarians. there's me minghui kaiyin melissa shufen and sihui. everywhere we go, because we are the most PROMINENT and BLUE and OBVIOUS big group of pple. kns. everywhere we go, we can hear soft whispers. eh cedar de. wah cedar. cedar one leh. CEE-DA-RIANS. sumtimes i just wish to turn round and sorry it's CEE-DARE-RIANS. blahhH! we are all almost equal. there's no smarter here or smarter there. why discriminate pple like us? the stares. the talking. it's irritating! LOL. just treat us like normal pple if any of u is reading this yar? hehe!

it has been like raining heavily for 3 days already! wad's with the weather. wad;s with the world. tsk.

anyway sihui decided to go back to CEDAR to see her handbell auditions. so i went back wiht her and her dad sent us back. yays! just when we arrived in the foyer. shit MR TAY was standing there. wah there's so so many wrong with me. i was like running away from him. my hair colour is not rite. earring size not right (i got caught by mdm faridah for BIG earring LOL) skirt length not rite (well mic chia and eric tan say one) blahh alot more! tsk tsk. so scary.

i walk arnd pple like tinking wah who am i. i went to eat cedar food! yays! so nice! LOl so much ncier than NYJC. ask aunties to go over and branch out there. HAHA there no SNACKS one okays! blahHhhh! rite anyway. went to see the audition for guides. told the sec 1 that i was an ex guide and blah blah and PROMOTE GUIDES! LOL. so little pple want to join guides can? irritating. this sec 1 talked exceptionally slow. and ask why my hair brown why skirt so short blah blah. HEY u are only a sec 1 yar? lol. then went to see how the sec 3s are progressing for campfire prep. SUPERHEROS. lol. quite funny. the backdrop is very childish kind. yuppps! oh wells.

CAMPFIRE HAS BEEN POSTPONED TO 24th MARCH 2006 due to their OAC.
i have already asked MDM FARIDAH if we are invited to it.
so she said as WE ARE ALLOWED TO GO IF WE ARE PROPERLY DRESSED.
since it's a FRIDAY, i suggest us to wear our SCHOOL UNIFORM.
she said that would be BEST. ((:!

2006-01-08T22:38:00.000+08:00

i watched 102 dalmations -didispellitcorrectly?- instead of renci
~~i tink renci's boring. LOL~~

okays. sleep again!
there's school tml!
and i'll be having lectures.
cant afford to doze off on the very first day!
muahaha
nites all.

2006-01-07T11:46:00.000+08:00

blah! i dunno why i cannot sleep past 12pm! 11 wake up already. not enuff slp not enuff slp. TIRED! -grumble grumble grumbles-

and now i've kinda lost my voice;
ive got an ulcer in my mouth.
growls. this entry is late because i was too shagged to blog ytd! hehs.

monday must wear school uniform go school. sians! means we'll be very prominent again >.<>.<

orientation day 4.

we played airgames for the start of the day. the first game, a pair have to like blow two pingpongballs out of the bowl of flour den walk across two benches parallel to each other and den 4 benches shaped in a diamond, and at all times the two balls in our both palms. my partner was minghui again. LOL. and i blow blow blow. face white! >.<> haha. this tower will undergo tsunami, earthquake and sum human made natural disaster. LOL. apparnetly my gruop tink tink tink. cannot tink. in the end tink le not enuff time. so funny la! den we squeeze the egg till it crack and everything. LOL. hard boiled luckily. but in the end the earthquake caused the yolk to fall out. so gross. but damn fun! everybody laughing like mad la. after tt we played a fan-the-paper-across-a-stream game. aim is to get it across in the shortest time.next was an obstacle course. pair up. one person will be blindfolded. den the other must guide the person thru an obstacle across a bench and under table tt kind. upon completion a ballon will be given to the OG. and the OG with the most balloons will win. yar. a pair at a time so while waiting we played dog and bone. the other group damn violent. we lost 11-10. blah. after tt we played octopus game. first we limboed den we were supposed to balance a ball on a board connected to many ruffiah strings. den sum pple will be blindfolded or have to hop but keep the ball in place. so chim.

den it was lunch sat with the OG. and i ate banana again. and we became dirty. WAHAHA. >.< PEGASUS! OG3's pair almost almost became. jingsheng and yuting! yays. den choose and learn house cheer.

went to hall for mass dance. learnt a new dance. "the best things in this world are free". easy and nice! ((: i like. hahaha.

cheering competition. every house won sumting. we were most interesting cheer. it was long and well linked efforts of the OGLS. hehs.

dancing king and queen pageant. every house won sumting as well. we had most enthusiastic. which i supposed was the best compared to the others.

the dancing king came from PEGASUS! wheeee

dinner was catered from teh school canteen's malay stall! not bad la the food. but only 1 nugget, though got drumstick and stuff-very difficult to eat without using hands! and THANK YOU WILFRED for the drink treat ((: HEHE.

den we had a sharing session. talked about gays and lesbians. and catfights and ghosts. the gays in cat high are gross man. -ishallnotelaborate- hmmm. den we like share wad we tink of this orientation and stuff. hahah so funny. fantabulous. absolutely. rite. marcus said being in a boy schools for ten years. den cum here learn new experiences and can get to noe special pple like me. WAHAHAHAHAHHA. *headgrowsbigger* SPECIAL okays. okays? okays! hahaha.

went to hall for DISCO! missed out a little. but nvm.
had fun dancing. loads and loads of fun.
apparently the rest of the girls din really dance.
managed to get the guys to JUMP!
lol
YOYOYOYOYOYO!
wheeee.
maybe cedarians are havoc there.
BLAH. it's all in the dark and all about fun! YAY!
i actually break too.
muahahahhaa. so steady.
TIRING OKAYS. dance for like 1 hour plus NON STOP JUMPING. man.

had OG supper after tt.
wanted to go serangoon central.
walked there. everywhere like quite no space and alot of NY pple sia. all the other OGs.
so we took NEL to dhoby ghaut. and found space in burger king. and settled down. first all the girls and guys sat together. den i went to sit with the guys coz wilfed sat with the girls. den all talk and luff. so fun! talked about PSLE and OLEVEL. and SJI actually CHIONGED CEDAR'S PRELIM. this year one is the easiest compared to the others. and the SJI guy say it's almost undoable. HMMM. and he said it was helpful.
went home at 11.
reached home at 12.

and here i would like to thank our OGLS, wilfred, quanmin and nadz for making my first four days in nanyang junior college so enjoyable, fun and memorable, not once getting angry at us and stuff. and have so much patience though at time we are not enthusiastic and very dao. hahaha. i would like to thank everybody else for being so tolerant of my noise and rubbish. i would like to apologize if i have, in anyway, offended someone in the process. OG3 REALLY ROCKS MAN! and wilfred is sexah! right. HAHA.

2006-01-05T21:46:00.000+08:00

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ADDTIONAL NEWS! ATTENTION!

to 4C people 2005!

4C bbq on 4th feb. $9.*
there's a chalet 3rd-5th feb, u can stay if u want.
(2 bedrooms, 1 kitchen, 1 balcony, 1 living room).

can u make it? pls reply to manel, 98271940 by 20 jan. thanks.

2006-01-05T20:59:00.000+08:00

im burnt. im ~~hot~~. im like a red lobster. ((:

orientation day 3.

so we went to sentosa today! lol. in the morning quite dead la. lol. abit tired too. coz ytd 11.30 kena woke up by 2 pple! hahaha.

the bus ride there was long. and we were supposed to be the first few groups to leave the school but dunno wad happen we ended up as the VERY LAST group. wait so long la! and the remaining student council pple joined our bus. and to make the bus ride very entertaining and voice-losing, they had a competition with us. turn by turn, OG3 versus the student council, we were supposed to sing nursery songs. from twinkle to bahbah to marylamb and loads more. to munaeeru valibaa and alot alot more! to national day songs to chinese songs! so so many. and soon we arrived in sentosa. HAHA. bleahs! lose my voice already. hehs.

when doing some crossword puzzle, i looked up and saw some meridian pple! LOL. den i see some short hair pple! and i see BERNICE AND MANEL. and i screamed! and i ran forward and dey ran forward. and we had a BIG HUG!!!!!!!!! ((: but dey rushing off le. but after tt we met again. coz raining den got huts. den one big group of meridian pple and one big group of nanyang pple! den suddenly from meridian side sumbody called MINGHUI. and it sounded like manel so i shouted bernice! and we met in the centre and i hugged her tight! LOL. my group pple, i tink, tinks that im ~~LESBIAN~~. so funnnnny! on the way to harbourfront mrt station, i was going up escalator. den i saw meridian pple. was hoping to see somebody i noe. den i stare. and i saw someone familiar. i went shirlyn? shirlyn neo? SHIRLYN NEO! ran forward and hug. wahhh so ncie! lOL

well. back to today. we played like beach games la. we were damn late coz our bus left late wad. so like the whole group waiting for us. we din noe. still slowly stroll and take toilet breaks. HAHA. hmmm. the first game, we have to divide ourselves into 3 groups. 3 activities will be going on simultaneously. righttt. anyway. the first has to go to a councillor and say some code. den dey choose from two bags. and one of them will have a clue in it. if choose wrong must find another councillor. the second has to dig under a canvas which has 50 snapples bottle underneath it. and find a clue. yupp. the third must do a crossword puzzle. and my group was assigned to do x-word coz "cedar pple smart" RIGHT. i mean normal one still can handle. tt one has more than half of the 28 questions which are on XMEN! diaoooo! the second game, we have to like 10 pple say tongue twister. den we must scoop out a pingpong ball from pail using an octopus tink. finally we must shoot a target board and fulfil 300 points. yuting hit bull eyes! yays! den must fix up a puzzle. yar. the next game was, 2 pple run to bridge and collect a bag of lego. next group(architects) must see a model in a box and describe to another group(engineers) who will tlel it to (contractors) who will build the model. yeah! but we cheat la. we straightaway ask one contractor go see the model and build. WAHAHA. the last game before lunch, was in an area there are numbers 1-40 and we are supposed to tap the card consecutively. 1,2,3 and so on. the faster record was 47 seconds but the games ic said dey cheated. the first round we do halfway rain! so stop. the second we did it in 45 seconds! though at any time there's only supposed to be 1 person, but my group after 1 go out tap before he come back another will go tap. but not really cheat also la.

so it rained and so a few of us walked to 7-11 to get some food and drinks. played whacko. gossiped. yar. lunchtime. marcus ate 4 slices of plain bread. and he ate it like damn nice like tt. i tink i shall call him plain bread king. HAHAA.

after tt was amazing race. i tot we were like one of the slowest. but after completing like say 5 stations the rest only complete 2. -_- WOAH. the games were quite fun la. i shall not go in detail. but got one all of us de hands twisted together. and i was like close to this guy. wahpiangs. his sweatdrops dripped on my hands! LOL. blah. the other games are simple and quite lame.

den we mass-danced. rightt. revised the steps.

meiru and kaiyin waited for us at harbourfront while we were dancing. paiseh!den we ate and gossip den wlaked around. and saw wilfred, quanmin and OG3 pple. yupps! the guys pangsehed. we went off together. and gossipped more. supposed to have OG dinner. hahaha. but we already agreed to meet the rest. too bad. LOL.

today quite short entry.
tired.
running around.
got sun.
got rain.
irritating.
im gonna be sick.

2006-01-04T19:27:00.000+08:00

im feeling lethargic at what, 7.34 pm?
see what happens when school reopens. and i still cannot get my biological clock back in order?
cannot go to slp by 10 or even 11? waking up at like 5.30 so that i wont be late to school.
he called when i was sleeping, i answered and like blur blur huh here huh there. and byebye. =(
right.

orientation day 2.

i forgot to add in yesterday's entry that one of the contestants in CAMPUS SUPERSTAR is in my school. i mean NYJC la. and and and he's IN MY HOUSE! PEGASUS! -rawksman- he'skindacute wahaha.

Samuel Tan, Nanyang Junior College Performing Piano by Van Fan

catch him next week yar? complexion not tt good though =x hehs. support him! ((:

i'll be seeing shirlyn bernice and manel tml! because MJC and NYJC are both having orientation day 3 in SENTOSA! wheeee. BERNICE LEH! so long never see her already! hehs.

anyway my school got a few shuai ge whom pple keep ogling at la. lol. minghui and kaiyin also see so long. LOL.

today i chose my subject combi
FIRST CHOICE:
maths (H2) econs (H2) geog (H2) chem (H1)
-everybody says chemistry is easier than physics. i shall trust them~~-butmychemsucks-~~
SECOND CHOICE:
maths (H2) econs (H2) geog (H2) physics (H1)
bahhh. it was a tough choice.

anyway today's activities were not too bad. it made us opened up alot. and most of us are talking. haha. and cheering. u noe u noe u noe. i tink we've reunited with the CEDAR SPIRIT! and we like cheer damn loudly! lOL. one of the guys said he din tink tt it was me leading the cheers. lalalala. ~~iwantedtostaygentle!lol.butthesituationdoesntallow.~~ rightt.

there was a cheering war today in the hall. and the 4 houses keep cheering and cheering nonstop. it was damn fun. and cool.lol

so we had mass dance in the morning. the steps are hmmmm. quite easy. but i cannot remember the steps. and dey finished teaching already. the song is SUPERSTAR. yarrr. my partner was MINGHUI. and we were the only few who were partnering the same gender one. the rest one boy one girl coz the steps are like tt one. wahh. abit touchy kind. LOL. and i couldnt really coordinate. it was funny! LOL. the dancing king is kenneth and the queen yuting. -phews- nearly got sabo-ed crazy! wad end with a freeze? hehs.

den we had WATER GAMES. damn fun. first game, we had to crawl underneath a bench, over a table slide across another bench and either over/under a table with a water bomb. den back face catcher and throw the waterbags. the catcher is supposed to catch the bombs and extra points awarded if the ting din break. hahahah. barefooted. floor wet. and got floor. and im like damn dirty after the ting. given only 4 bombs. extra bombs must cheer den can get. so the 4 cedarians like cheer and cheer and cheer. LOL. that was when they discover our hidden talent. of screaming and cheering loudly. CEDARIANS UNITE! next was a pass the marble with chopsticks ting. and we won! den after tt we had a waterfall game where we are supposed to drop waterbags onto the bulleyes marking on the floor on the first level -wewereonthesecond- den if never break got extra points. so we use shoelace. and i had a box and we put the bombs inside. lOL. after tt we had a game is must walk across the ground(river with crocodiles supposedly) where our stepping stones are newspaper (magic paper) to our (magic sampan) made up of chairs. so other groups put like paper on the floor only pass and walk. but i was like hmm. not enuff to pass one leh. so we stick the paper to our legs with masking tape that i brought for lantern making. one leg. and we hopped to the chair. smart. innovative. creative. ((: LOL. den we are supposed to move the sampan till time limit ended. hahah. chair by chair u noe that kind. blahh. but the games required actions that were kinda ugly. LOL. for girls la. like crawling under the bench. rite..

den I BATHED! yes! im so smart to bring towel. hehs. and lunch was okays. more gossipping and chitchatting with the OGLS.

lantern making. we got praised for bringing so much materials. i brought most of the stuffs. the rest contributed too la! but we were like got a lot of tings to chooose from. our dog bone shaped lantern changed. we improvised. adn it became a pineapple got a "ji" word and light shooting out from the "kou" den below got "bian pao" LOL. got pple say nice leh!. LOl so funny. i tot it looked kinda weird. muahaha.

had meeting with the different CCA leaders. not all. some. mostly those im not interested. i dunno wad to join leh. sports? dey din encourage that. i mean those not from sports one la. because it kinda takes up alot of training time. and jc. NO TIME. right. maybe guitar ensemble. free guitar lessons anyway wad. see how. BAHHH.

that's all for today.
bathing den retiring for the night already.
hehs.
SENTOSA TML! wheeeeeeee.

2006-01-03T20:44:00.000+08:00

IM TIRED.
totally worn out. =((

not enuff slp! lol. conferenced with hasni loonY wannY and yuchuan till around 2. din want to disturb m&m because tall m's gonna wake up early today and go to not-as-tall m's house to pei her go to school at pasir ris. how sweet. and i woke up at 5 plus. >.< she so nice come to tp and fetch me to school! YAYS.

reach school, wah damn paiseh like SO LITTLE PEOPLE I KNOW. tsk tsk. and there were like 32 Orientation Groups. and i din noe which was mine, and i was so scared i'll be alone. but when i check the board, and still complaining that my OG Leader never call me, i realise! I REALISE! i was in the same group as MINGHUI! yayness! damn great. and there were 2 other cedarians in my group, devi and siru. rightt. LOL.

orientation day one.

PROJECT X!

there are four houses: dragon, phoenix, griffin and PEGASUS!
blah i still dunno the name. -waitsawhile-
according to www.dictionary.com , pegasus means-
1) Greek Mythology. A winged horse that with a stroke of his hoof caused the fountain Hippocrene to spring forth from Mount Helicon.
2) A constellation in the Northern Hemisphere near Aquarius and Andromeda

hmmm. so im in pegasus. and there are like 8 groups per house. it's BLUE HOUSE! same as BOUGAE! hehehehe. and there were many forms of cedar tee. like old yellow banana shirt, new yellow banana shirt, house tee and camp tee! LOL. so fun.

we had the principal's talk. new principal in 2006. he's like damn cute. a little resemblance to mr liao! if 4c pple can remember, our very cute physics teacher. LOL, but he keeps repeating himself. a slight resemblance to our vp, mrs tan. HAHAHAHAH!

minghui keeps saying she likes guys who are PRETTY AND HANDSOME at the same time. LOL. and she likes gays. LOL
there was an x-men skit.
den it was ice breakers. so we played like this game where we intro ourselves for the first round. and the second round u are supposed to add an adjective to ur name wherby the word is supposed to follow the first letter of ur name. and the first person say aa den the second aa bb. and it goes on!
and guess wad. me and minghui were around the end. and and and i was really memorising. LOL. i say kinda fast. and was helping others. yays! LOL.

and till now i still can remember. BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT! once dey change position i kinda forget lOL.

it started with:
wacky wilfred
joyful justin
tactful xuan zun
-X was pretty hard to find an adjective so use surname-
daring derrick
sweet siva
sexy siru
-well she cudden tink of a word and this word pop out from the others-
shiny sherry
mighty marcus
lame lianfei
cheerful chuanxin
youthful yvonne
radiant ruoyi
serene serene
yummy yunxuan
totally karl
kool kenneth
brilliant berlinda
silly sihui
nasty yuting
jazzy jiaheng
joker jinsheng
HORNY HUIYEN.
thanks arh. it was the 1st word i tot of. den got honest or honourable. when it was my turn tt minghui go shout out. -_-"" LOL
MORONIC MINGHUI!
LOL. they gave weird gazes at us. wadeva. HAHA
queen qianyi
lively larvania
devi I CANNOT REMEMBER ADJECTIVE. LOL

i rawk man

right the next day required some running. and coz i was too concentrated on running, my forehead banged right into the other runner. and it was so painful i kneel on the floor. and my vision black out for a while. NOW GOT BLUE BLACK SWOLLEN AND DUNNO WAD RUBBISH! PAIN! >.<

oh right i saw michelle! the one year older than us one. in guides one. SHE'S SO CUTE! HEHE. i like her. LOL

den we learnt the school song and some house cheers.
the school song damn hip so cute can!
and the house cheer so funny. other than some like cedar solid and thunderation and stuff. we heard some new cheers. and there were sum kinky and horny ones. HEHE SO FUNNY
fight killl fight kill. LOL. diaoooo.

had lunch. i ate a banana. tt's all. no food since last nite. LOL. but i ate dinner tonite. rights.
oh and i met more cedarians and other school frens at the canteen. LOL. and my senior and many many pple.
and i am happy beacuse i got to noe more pple today! wheeeee. ((:

den we played games. there was this soccer thing.like table soccer. just tt we do it on floor. lOL. den apriani was on the other team. and she faces me minghui and siru. LOL. dunno why she always get the ball. so we block block block. damn violent. LOL. den kick kick kick. extremely violent. and i fought, not really fight, with aprie! for the ball! hahaha. we also played sum stupid pass the pingpongball game where there was this councillor who is super irritating and keep observing us coz we keep dropping BAH. pig. next was an octopus game. quite cooL! LOL. we also played chair games. 2 pple moving from each side of the chairs. den must scissors paper stone when they meet. the loser will move back to the team and the winner progress to the other side till he meet the team's next challenger. and for 4 times i was till the LAST chair, VERY LAST CHAIR and i lose. BLAH! my OGL say my ass can fly. LOL. because my butt really touch every chair -whichisrequired- and i was going at this super fast speed. but my butt blue black too! LOL.

we went to the library. where more of us interacted. HAHA. i mean me with them la. LOL

den we went to the hall and sat through 2 hours subject combi talk. marcus(arty guy who can draw very well) and minghui was beside me. and we talk talk talk. only the ones tt concern us den we listen very mean rite. LOL. den i treat them eat mentos and i told most of the guys tt mentos is a SPERMICIDE. it kills sperms okays! lOL. they kinda dirty. but nice chaps. blah!
wadaflirtybitch!((:iliveuptomyname.
tomorrow there is a lanternmaking section. 40cm by 30cm by 30cm. each OG must make 4. LOL. we have a dog and a bone. 2 teams. the other 2 dunno. i noe one of them is minghui's group and dey never discuss anything and and and minghui dun like. LOL! but i was enjoying! muahaha. and we are going to sentosa on thursday! WHEEEE.

it's a fun day!quite.

2006-01-02T23:14:00.000+08:00

~~LAST DAY OF HOLIDAYS.~~
everybody please awwwwww.

because SCHOOL'S REOPENING TOMORROW!

a week flew past. like damn fast.
hey it rhymes.

rightts.

and my OGL still have not call me.
LAZY BUM.

i spent today sleeping tving eating and pooling. just came home.
really play until the last bit of holiday end.

putting on cedar uniform again,
tml.
like after 45 days.
LOL.
since the o levels end.

-SHIT-
tml must wear pe attire.
let's see how many cedarians will wear the banana shirt instead of house tee.
wakaka. im mean.
number of bananas!

BLAH
i hope i''ll see many cedarians.
and i hope,
orientation will be fun,
and i hope,
i'll be able to find the schoool. LOL

good luck to me!
im off to bed.
best of luck to every other body reading this blog and is going back to school tml.
loves! ((:

2006-01-01T18:04:00.000+08:00

hmm. so i slept at around 8am and i was forced to wake up at around 5plus pm. I NEED MORE SLEEP. still a little -justalittle- sleepy even though i had more than 9 hours of sleep. hehes! call me wad u want la huh. PEEG. i shall not deny. wheee.

so i was grumpily crawling up my brother's bed from the mattress. (i sleep in my bro's room coz my room's aircon had a bit of problem). why? because 2 guys were here. o.O i mean i woke up not coz 2 guys were here. but because dey came to service the aircons. all three of the aircons. so they were rather noisy. and it felt rather awkward to be sleeping in their presence. so i just wake up los. at first i refused to wake up because there was <u>NO FOOD! and i was feeling HUNGRY! -growl- but in the end i still got up. BLEAH.

den blog surfed abit. and XIAXUE'S HAVING A PETITION TO BAN THE SPRAYS!
>.< color="#993399" size="1">~~except wanru who got her ass groped like nobody's business.~~ and i mean literally nobody's business. when she told us. mervin went u tell us for wad? SO MEAN RITE. i was holding on to manel, and vice versa for dear life because mervin and loonY were attcking whichever bang*la who came close. LOL. but there was once. this guy actually ran towards us with his hands out. BUT TOO BAD. mervin managed to smack his hands away! YAYS!
rite. i digressed a little.

it's only xmas and new year eve that you get to spray at others or target the bang*las. on top of that. it's the only occasions in fact where u litter and u will not get stopped by the police, coz every other hundreds of pple are doing that! yes. u spit u do anything. dey mite not care. except for some rather stupid and idiotic morons. who actually spray the police or security on guard. ive come across like a few cases already la. for example. on new year eve, this guy who looks quite nerdy. went to spray a cisco guard. the guard caught hold of the guy and shouted. i mean shouted okays! "NEW YEAR EVE DEN CAN SPRAY POLICE ISSIT!" wah damn fierce. but.... it's NEW YEAR rite? stay happy! hehe. and most of the police damn dao. never wish us back HAPPY NEW YEAR.

there are guys who are avoiding the sprays, yet guys who do not care. there are girls who are in protection of guys and do not want to be sprayed. as well as girls who want to be sprayed out of fun. of course there are the ahlians who hmmm. i dunno. purposely want pple to spray. hahaha!
so many different kind of pple. what's new year without getting a bit of spray. like tt u mite as well stay at home. LOL. it's the FESTIVE SEASON man. dun ban also good ma. 365 days only 2 days like tt rite. it may be only these 2 days where the bang*las can touch girls so openly without getting caught. not that it's right. why make a jolly occasion become so strict and stringent.it's so irritating.

dunno wad talking me la. random thoughts. not in the correct mood.

this is how i feel la. like diaooo. nvm

school's reopening in 2 days! and my Orientation Group Leader still has not call me. everytime i hear my house phone ring. i would run there and answer it only to find out it's not my OGL. >.< i still dunno wad's my group. i dunno so many tings. CALL ME NOW! a pity they only has my house phone. coz my hp is 24/7 unless im lazy to answer la. but seldom. got is because i never hear my phone ring. silent/too soft. whichever.

2006-01-01T07:49:00.000+08:00

FIRST JANUARY 2006! HOW COOL!
the first post of the first day of 2006!
hehs.

time now. 7.50am. WOAH early am i online. haha.
no.
the problem is i just reached home.
righttt.
LOL. sure kena some more screaming from my parents when they wake up later.
so must quick quick blog den go slp! haha hair wet wet la.

so i met wanru like 12 hours ago at around 7.40pm on the train. den we travelled to marina bay. waited for shuttle bus and stuff. and seats and ate steamboat! together with m&m, loonY and yuchuan. the latter 2 arrived abit later like an hour later. HAHA. and we ate ate ate until like 11 plus. loonY eats like a loonY la. dun chew dun anything. whole thing just eat like that. crazy one! LOL. so there was no bus. and no free transport to send us back to the train station. i suggested walking since we just eat full full. LOL. but they were abit lazy. so we split into two cabs and take to the station. m&m + yuchuan. and the rest of us another. steamboat was cheap and nice but too bad ice cream sold out.

the driver tot we wanted to go and watch fireworks. so brought us to some rather ulu areas where we cannot cross the road due to heavy traffic. so we alighted paid and reaLised we cant get to the station! so we stop the driver and he offered to send us to the station for free now. SO NICE OF HIM. happy new year to you! hehee. so like less than a km later, i realised we were near the station LOL. time was 11.58. ran down the escalator. but cannot find the other 3. -grumbles. and haha. den wanru. and many other strangers. and we ran back up. along the expressway. the first person i wished happy new year was loonY. rightt. and caught the fireworks. damn pretty. BUT apparently, sadly, unfortunately, there was this super big piece of disgusting thick cloud which blocked out most of the firework. DIAOOOO! so irritating.

den we went into the station and found the other three. so the six of us made our way to town! after 12. shudden be tt crowded. met up with yuting and 3 frens. den with hasni and his one big group of frens. he bought 3 cartons of sprays. BUT. BUT. i dunno wad's wrong with the police, they keep stopping them from spraying. and force the others to throw away and stuff. ~~wad a spoilsport.~~ sian diaoo. i managed to hide mine from them. hahaha! new year aint as fun as xmas. tsk tsk. but it was funner. because all of us just attack the bangl*as LOL.in the face everywhere. it was funny. and after the whole group attacked the poor guy, me and wanru went "HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU!" wad bitches. LOL. there was femalefourr who kennaeed alot from passerbys as well. do they look lke they are very pathetic. quite la. LOL. den tt loonY dun wan take care of them. and that stupid mervin kept shaking my head till i was feeling kinda giddy. and town was full of bangl*a! bang*la town i supposed. sickening. dey run to push. or squeeze to squeeze. disgusting. and civic plaza and loads of them. but there were not too bad music.

tsktsk. stopped by wheelock place burger king for a drink and to slack. den met up with xinwen and he gave us a HUGE BAR OF CHOCOLATE which silyn bought for him but he wanted to share. right. due to the many PIGS amongst us. the 6 of us kinda finished it up. it was kinda bitter. but thanks yeah! and he walked all the way home alone. but reach home quite fast sia. hehehe. after tt we were very sianded, so crashed the streets to target victims again. the police keep catching sia. say mai siao. dot dot dot. wad's the celebration sia.

walked to cine. den we went to play pool. waited a while before we got a table. and played for almost two hours. LOL. $17.10 LOL. it was quite fun. we had team challenge. and like the team always lose at the black ball. are we all not pro or wad. hmmm played till 4 plus. den wanted to kbox but so ex. the person offered half price. BUT STILL EX. tsk tsk. oh den we went to long john and slacked a little while BUT it was like damn freaking warm. tsk. after a while we walked to the somerset station behind all the way to the singtel building and settled down. m&m slept. wanru was doing loads of stuff. loonY and fren was talking about game. and i was just lying down. den we started singing. damn fun.

6.30 we went to the train station. LOL. boarded the train to marina bay so that got seats. turned out many many pple were doing the same ting. but we still get seats. LOL. bleahs! den back and took bus and here i am sitting in front of the comp -_- TIRED.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!

2005-12-31T13:29:00.000+08:00

THIS WILL BE THE LAST POST OF THE YEAR!
-because i dun tink i'll be back by midnite to blog the last post. HAHAHA.

to sum up this year.
i really went thru alot.
the conflicts. -esp the one with wanru. glad we made it thru. love u bitch
the uncountable bad relationships.
the friendships. -with cedarians, guides, classmates, macdonalds, study group, marist, barker, etc etc etc etc, SO MANY! ((:
the school - CEDAR GIRLS! rock on!
the principal.MISS SUSAN LEONG catch her next at Anderson Junior College!
the BIG BIG EXAMINATIONS - but we lived thru all! be it the prelims or the o levels.
the graduation ceremony
the prom night -the dressing up! the picture whoring! BLAH BLAH BLAH
the campfire dance! -it totally rawked our world and everybody else's.
the gateway for campfire -hehs.mydesign.
the many tears shed.
the trip to taiwan.
the hugs for each and every one!
the disappointment.
the eye operations.
the fall sick days.
the miss pple days.
the fun days! singinng bbqing cycling etc etc etc! airport. tonning and stuff!
the shopping days!
the happiness.
the sadness.
the disgusting shitS that happened.
the experiences.

too many things to remember! >.<
i really enjoyed 2005. the ups and down. but wadeva. it's past.

WELCOME 2006!
hehe.
kanasai
new year.
more frens.

-grumbles
i'll blog if i can remember anything else.
bye pple.

GOOD BYE 2005!
~~you'll be missed.~~

2005-12-30T22:06:00.000+08:00

TOMORROW'S THE LAST DAY OF 2005! =(

today i woke up at 4 plus 5pm. yays! hehehe. and from then i ate sum snacks and watch tv slacked till like 7 plus. went to bathe dinner and more tv till now! hahaha. ive only been awake for like 5 hours! HAHAHA. and and and! when i was watching tv, i cut my nails too. from like almost 1 cm long to 1 mm long. LOL tsktsk >.<

the results of SCHOOL REOPENING!
-in like just another 4 days!
no more time no more time.
gosh.
my new frens.
hahaha.
-shudders

im having MUSCLE ACHES! especially on my right hand. though im a left hander. but i do sports with right hand. wheeeee! hehe

ytd was a long day.
coz i stayed over at my aunt hse the day before to dye my hair, ytd i was supposed to like meet the rest at parkway at 10! so at 7 plus 8 ytd i woke up and came home to bathe and stuff. den i left home! coz the journey is rather long. DAMN TIRED SIA. den i went to parkway supposedly to meet huii emm clara jean val and zihui. i was late. arrived at 10.30. only clara and huii. and we ate chee kueh! so nice! hehehe. jean msg and say she was lazy to get out. called val and zihui and they were still at home. and both of them were not coming! and we din noe! we cud haf like stayed there to wait! HAHAH. den emm arrived at 12. all the time we slacked at mac. lol.

den we went to cycle at east coast. 2 hours for the price of 1 still. grabbed a bike. den we cycled all the way to changi runway nearby. so cool. den we cycled back. huii damn poor ting. she fell like thrice. first two time nothing. third time her wheels rubbed against mine when we were turning. den she fell. her skin at the knee got scraped off! ouch! it was WHITE. and after like 3 seconds. blood was gushing out. DAMN PAIN. i see i was liek ouch. >.<>he waited from 1 onwards with his frens. den 5 plus i still havne reach. he decided to go home with his fren. =( den on 13 i saw a 73 passed and he was in there. ='(. on the bus ow asked me to call him. said he had sumting to tell me. and needed a favour from me. told me about his recent stuff. felt happy for him at first. den became sad in the end. but anyway the favour was for me to stay happy and feel happy for him. sighs. i was sad. and i did not noe why.

i decided to go to emm hse. on the way we found a wallet and brought it to the police station on teh way. it had a ezlink card and $2.10 hahaha.we are such nice souls. hehe. blah. den went to emm hse. waited for her to finish dinner. den we went to play badminton. it was fun. she kept running arnd. I WAS MEAN. i kept luffing. at 8 we got shooed out of the court. coz there was sum taiji ting or dunno wad la. the old pple. >.< color="#33cc00" size="4">put me to a wall and tickled me till i dropped on the floor! BULLY. hasni caught up and told us must wait for him LOL so funny. den i walked away. and they were like eh where is huiyen. dey ask me walk there but i walk the other side. when i finally reached them, hasni used a stupid cloth to cover me. and they tickled me even more! >.<>.< color="#ff99ff" size="1">dey took a video and tot it was funny! HMPF HMPF hehehe..

until.. they decided to say ghost stories. alot. all of them. "that time here that time there" tsktsk! u noe how scary. dey say so many tings. everytime dey say sumting. a picture straight away appear. i dunno why! it just did. ~~the ahma and boy face appear many times~~. it's scarY! scarY! absolutely! and alot. issit just me being imaginative or wad.but i really get the shudders. and it began to felt cold. and i was like totally canot stand it. keep hearing alot of noise. footsteps and etc! LOL. i sat near hasni. WANRU IS GOING TO BE JEALOUS AGAIN. lol. den i had this really strong feeling that we shud stop. and ~~i cried.~~ ARGHHHHHHH! im so sorry everybody! dun be pissed with me. especially sorry if i scare u all. it was uncontrollable! man. thanks everybody for being there. really thank you all of u. mervin for cheering me up with the dumb magic trick. and the charm. the sense of security! and the rest for really just being there!

oh right my parents were pissed with me coz i werent home. and they asked me to cab home immediately. but we were actually waiting for joleen's father to fetch us. and he'll be late because he has a client in town to entertain. but my parents were like totally not understanding. scream and scream. and i was rather sarcastic. and tt got them even angrier. and just now. my dad BO DAI BO JI scolded me for sumting i din even say. and it was quite amusing. coz my mum and sis were there. and we thought he was unreasonable! wad the hell can. LOL. so i cabbed home with jieming and my bro was waiting for me downstairs. yays! not very scared. at least i dun haf to be in the lift alone. but he scare me say my parents are still awake and holding weapons. i was scared abit. LOL. but in the end they are not awake! grr. den i slept at arnd 3am.

MEANS I SLEPT FOR LIKE 13 HOURS.
and for like 2 days i did not see my mother. LOL
and dey were like asking me to stop schooling.
wtf were dey tinking i dunno.
tsk.
true i haf changed.
attitude changed and stuff.
but i wont be tt bad.
i noe my limits.
i do go out till late.
but im always safe! LOL
really really really.

hemissesme. ((:

to xinwen! dun be pissed anymore! i was really tired and lazy to walk to the living room to call u. im so sorry to make u wait last nite as well. >.<

2005-12-28T23:28:00.000+08:00

i woke up at 2 plus today!
cooked and ate lunch myself. >.<
indomee and bak ding. LOL.
den onlined till 6 plus.
friendster-ed and stuff.
went out to meet my mum to buy hair dye.
came to my aunt hse.
went for dinner. chicken chop rice plsu rice only $3.80
damn cheap.
next time after school can go eat.
at serangoon central ;)

no more copper blonde and light copper blonde highlights.
gone are the golden streaks.
i have chestnut-coloured hair now.
>.<
it's still brown and obvious.
and it rocks.
i kinda like it.
though it's not as cool as the previous hair HEHE.

i wonder if he will call me tonite.
BOO.

Rules: underline the following that are true about you, italicize things you wish were true, add one true thing about you, and then tag five more people.
I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch much TV these days.
I love olives.
I own lots of books.
I love to play video games.
I wear glasses or contact lens.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes. -icurseallthetime
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.-physicallytoo
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain. -ITOTALLYLOVEIT
I'm paranoid at times.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way i look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I know how to cornrow.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
Slept with a Suite mate.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
I don't hate anyone.
I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I currently like someone.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried grugs or alcohol before. -well,alcohol.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I watch soap operas whenever I can.
I'm often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I like surveys/memes.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
Democrat.
Conservative Republican.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
I believe in prophetic dreams.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I am adopted.
I like sausage.
I am a pyro.
I love the Red Sox.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I love Dear Abby.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I think school is awesome.
I think pigtails serve a purpose.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I don't like multi-textured ice cream.
I think John Cusack is adorable.
I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
I watch Food Network way too much.
I love coaching youth sports.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I would not be friends if they weren't family.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know who Santos L. Halper is.
I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.
I love wrestling.
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
If i knew i could get away with it,I would commit at least one murder.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. -iknowwhatitis
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
I'm an artist.
I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made.
I have an unhealthy Taco Bell obsessionI have had a crush on a cartoon character when I was a kid.
I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products.
i only clean my room when necessary.
I have short term memory.
I like to stone.
I have a ear piercing. -ihave5!
i'm nuts.
I love my CCA
you have just been tagged!!!(:
bernice
manel
huiyee
singchang
yuwen

2005-12-28T01:59:00.000+08:00

to all NANYANG JUNIOR COLLEGE students next year,
ORIENTATION WILL BE ON THE 3rd TO 6th JANUARY 2006!

>.< was lying in bed and came offline when i suddenly recalled there's the website to check! so i checked. LOL

http://www.nanyangjc.org/

[updated]
it's like 6 more days left and we still have not receive any news about next year.
couldnt wait any longer.

called 62842281
the nanyang junior college number.
tsk

so we are supposed to wear school uniform and shoes (like duh, dun wear shoe barefoot go mehs?) and report to school before 7.25 am on 3rd january. the school will then give out further instructions.
but it's like a few other jcs have already given out letter.
mjc pupils have to report to school today.
i heard sajc pupils have already received a project. O.O
anyway the person say our councillors will be callling us soon.
do u mean after we return to school
or within these 6 days.
urgh. troublesome.

2005-12-28T01:09:00.000+08:00

hahahah. well ytd i woke up at 1 plus upon receiving a call from the other bitch, wanru. LOL. and so i got out of bed and came online. den bathed and met my cousin at 3.15 at tp interchange to pass her sumting. her mother wants me to tuition her. 2 hours a week $10 per hour. i was like O.O woah! blah. den i took bus to fajar to look for wanru. ez link running out of cash very fast these few days. right i need to buy bus concession soon. because SCHOOL'S REOPENING!

well. reached bukit panjang. raining fucking heavily. my jeans were like soaked! so took cab to fajar shopping centre. $3. >.< wanru and her colleagues: eyecandyhasni, steve, mervin, manel, yuchuan,dino. hahaha. dey shared the meal with me. including my drink @)*! hahahaa. blahh. den the stupid stupid mervin and dino and steve and hasni keep poking me. HELLO. i noe got alot of fats. BUT dun bully me leh! >.< style="color:#ff9966;">~~den another body was looking pissed and jealous =x I AM NOT A ROBBER! hehs. i din mean to massage for him. he asked one! and he lean one! and he sit on my lap one! I AM NOT A ROBBER! arhhhhh!~~ and all 4 guys except steve sat on me while i shared a chair with manel. wah the chair so strong! hahahaha. so noisy. dey sing very loudly on the LRT okays. the small space, yet so loud singing. throw face! haha everybody look at us. den on the MRT when yuchuan and dino was alighting. the dino knocked very hard - on the glass that this indian woman was slping on. den she jumped and dey ran away. and the woman stared at us and mumbled to herself. hahah. because we were luffing. got video sia. but the whack was fucking loud la! kns. LOL. oh wells we had dinner before we left fajar shopping centre. and there were loads of sick jokes about chicken. :)) hehs.

i am going to dye hair tml!
=((
dye brown.
NOT BLACK.
i dun like BLACK HAIR anymoreee. LOL.

and xinwen's dad got him a w900i for $900 at toa payoh. *bish*!!!
u say wait one.
liar. hmpf >.<
lOL
wah piangs the father so nice!
i also want sia.
_)(!+#!_~!
not laggy. damn nice music. urgh.
i like.

just hung up the phone.
he was ~~tired.~~
i kinda dun let him slp.
den he say alot of stuff.
den i was like okays u go slp good nites.
him: i know u angry now
me: *angrY* but laughs and say no?
him: sometimes i v wei nan. and u dunno how i feel.
me: aiya nvm la. u tired and sick rite. go slp go slp. good nites.
him: good nites bye *kap my dian wei*
growls. so pissed. i want to off my phone #@+_!@@_@

when school reopens, i would have orientation. a few nites cannot talk to him.
him: orh okays los dun talk los.
me:ya u got angela to call u wad. just like when i went taiwan
him: haha. no la. u want me be jealous rite. i dun wan.
me: hmpf.

and den i told him about today at wanru's workplace.
him: *sounded abit jealous*
me: u jealous ahr
him: HuH? no la. jealous for wad.
me: -talking about the hasni leant against my leg part-
him: it's like if u are me den u see guy leaning against gf. of coz jealous rite.
me: ???

den suddenly i tink tink tink. school reopens le. many problems.
when i wake up and go to school
he'll probably be still slping. dun wan disturb no contact
when i am in school
he'll probably be at work so cannot contact.
when i finished school
he'll probably be by his gf side and so still cannot msg.
so i cannot see him for many many days. LOL
and and maybe at nite also no time to talk to him >.<

den after a few months. he go army.
den i even at nite also cannot talk to him.
dunno how many weeks can see him once.
when he comes out.
i have to wait till he finish calling his gf first.
di san zhe de ku zhong shui you hui ming bai.
sighs*
so was feeling rather upset *sniffles*
and he knew i was down.
and ask me not to be sad.
sometimes he is just so sweet.
but other times.
sighs again*

2005-12-26T22:28:00.000+08:00

nothing much.
i packed my room today.
o levels ended like DAMN LONG AGO la.
so i threw away LOADS OF WORKSHEETS!
and kept away all textbooks
and it's effing neat now!
wheeeeee >.<
with my room air con crashed and no fan in my room,
i was perspiring like sum crazy ass.
wth.

den i had dinner.
and dad totally pissed me off.
shut up yea?
stop complaining about my attitude.
hahaha.
and i can walk properly.
dun give comments if u dunno anything
and he fucking insulted my frens AGAIN.
said i must be learn from my frens tt kind of bad attitude and dun respect.
the phone jacob lent me must be pple buy for me.

me: NO! it's borrowed one. how many times must i say.
dad: how i noe? u everytime also say borrow one. so many frens lend meh

SAD TO SAY. but rite i haf many frens who are willing to lend.

dad: ur fren so nice lend u new phone?
me: it's not new. it's just tt he put it in the box and lend me

SAD TO REALLY SAY. my frens are really nice to lend me

me: he buy new phone lend me CANNOT ARH.
dad: *pissed*
mum: u dun care about them den u wont angry le wad.

CORRECT.
stop bothering me.
keep all the tings i dun wan and throw all the tings i want.
i can pack myself!
LOL
bleahs!

and mum keeps warning me about the company i had.
says many pple are keeping an eye on me.
YOU KNOW WAD.
go ahead.
ive not done anything wrong.
there's certainly nothing wrong with going out with guys at my age.
we are all just frens
why must adults tink so far and complicated.
it's like age gap.
wadeva!
HAHAHA

he likes the cap.
im in a good mood!
but the girlfriend is not >.<
so sorry

2005-12-25T15:34:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

i just woke up again. gosh my cycle. slp at 4 plus am or 6am wake up at 3/4 pm. tsk tsk. tt's so wrong. so so wrong. oh wells. it's time i switched back to slp maybe at 10 den wake up 8. 10 hours of slp. hahaa. yays. BUT no... because i want to talk to him on the phone so it'll be slp at 1 plus wake up 9 plus for the time being. when school reopens. O.O oh man >.<>

blah. so. ytd before i went out at 5 plus, i had this stupid quarrel with my sister. the arguing came out. the quarrels continue. it ended with ~~fuck you~~ and i left the house. after i left the hse, i was thinking if my sister will be very loserish to show my mum my blog. and apparently she did. AND I ONLY JUST REMOVED THE PASSWORD. fuck it. so my mum read my blog and tt entry about my birthday party. said alot of stuffs. like wtf. my sister does things without thinking. and it's liek she cant fucking keep secrets la. fucker. apologizing after giving me away. ~~FUCK YOU~~. there's no fucking point, hui yee. u shud grow up. already p6 and u noe no shit. still so childish. and u fucking knew u shud not be doing it. from now on, fuck off from my blog fuck off from my frens. and i will never fucking bring u out again okays. i dun haf a fucking sister like u. FUCK.

okays sorry for tt very agitated paragraph. rite, so i went out and waited for emm and wanru at toapayoh train station. waited like half an hour. blah. and the frequency of the trains was very high. like every 2/3 minutes. HAHA. so fun. hmm the rest reached cafe cartel at cineleisure already. left the three of us haven reach. when we reached, they like going to finish their food. and there was a fREAKING LONG QUEUE outside. then sum v big group. so must wait for us or the next table. but after the seven of them, val zihui jean clara huihui sihui wanling finish. it's our turn to eat. den after we finish, they ordered cake. so we just sat there and ate for like a few hours. HAHA. received many cards and presents. VAL BOUGHT A SANTA HAT. like so fuN! LOL. bleahs. ((: thank you alL! hmm after tt the 8 of them including emm left, and wanru and i met up with joleens jieming terence and his frens. so we sat at cartel a bit longer and waited for terence to finish his food, after which we left and walked out INTO THE CROWD. YAYS!

hmm. met up with wanru's collegues too. one big group. i noe there's err manel, mervyn, steve, HASNI,yichuan or sumting and sum pink guy yellow guy blue guy sum girl and another 2 girls. LOL. anyway while terence and his frens went to play pool. we played in the crowd. had like sprays and sprayed around and get sprayed too. like SO FUN. but the foam stinks. $_@(#_!)@+_ LOL oh wells. if u want to haf fun. u haf to get sprayed. hehs. and we went round targeting the bangl*s HAHAHA. they PUSHED alot. and cant keep their hands to themselves. nonetheless im sure everybody had fun. saw like a few pple in town. rachel goh and her happy family qianyi and her happy family, tianhee, desmond and more! lOL. we walked from 11.30 to like 3 plus am. LOL. having fun running around and spraying around. den i came home and slp till 3 plus! wheee!

oh rite. in a nite. wanru lost two. BUT DUN WORRY! u are on waiting list, he's indeed quite cute. haha. dun look like his age. they are like LAO WAN TONGs. JIA YOU! and the other couple huhs. tsk tsk. LOL! lalalalalalaa. im happy for her YAYs.

HOHOHO!

2005-12-24T15:25:00.000+08:00

IT'S CHRISTMAS EVE!
MERRY CHRISTMAS IN ADVANCE!

my posts are delivered only a day after the ting. coz im going to be staying out for this week. LOL

okays anyway. the day before i slept at like 3am den rite, i got woke up by him at arnd 9 the next day saying he's not doing conditioning, which means i get to see him instead of him hiding in the kitchen. so went to get ready and went to mac to eat breakfast. and the pple there keep bullying me! RI_#Q(!+)! LOL. i mean i tink there's only him. *bish* okays halfway thru eating i suddenly remember i forgot to call SAJC. hell. so i called them.

sajc: good morning, this is SAJC. can i help you?
me: err. yar. i am calling to check if my appeal is successful.
sajc: can i have your appeal no, please?
me: 0018
sajc: eighteen?
me: yes.
sajc: 1 8 ?
me: yar.
sajc. no?
me: huh? i am eighteen?
sajc: sorry it's not successful. good luck for next year and all the best. BYE!
me: *dejected and crying* BYE.

MY APPEAL IS UNSUCCESSFUL. SHITHEAD.

rights. the dejected and crying part is fake. LOL. i added tt in. HAHAHAHA. i mean the disappointment is there. BUT everybody i noe who appealed din get in! HAHA. so im not the only one. time to check out how to get to NYJC from home. right. i have to take a bus to the interchange and take 73 (BUT MUST WALK) or i walk out of interchange to the underpass dne out dne take 105. *growls* grumble grumble grumble. HAHA

anyway. i waited for him to finished work till like 3 plus. den pei him walk arnd to search for a belt. den he went home and so did i. slacked arnd. bathed den go out again. went to meet daniel xinwen keith and emmeline at city hall. haha. shit. we were damn funny. keep luffing non stop. like keith will laugh at me den i will luff at him for luffing at me. den everyboyd tinks it funny and start luffing. den emm did sum snorting noise. den it made us all luff again. den daniel got sum funny expression blah blah. and keith keep bowing like he's damn innocent. xinwen was quiet though.... LOL!

so we went to expo and went for the MAGIC OF LOVE show. hahaa. PREMIUM TICKETS THANKS TO DANIEL. LOL. so cool. like, we went in. the usher was like go to the round. the next usher took us arnd. den he was like WOAH these are the BEST seats. teehee! we were sitting in ROW 1 in front of the stage. man. it rocks. ive never seen the magic show so close! HAHAHA. daniel rocks! the show was awesome, like totally great. it was funny at parts. and sad at parts. so touching it made me cry! r#)(*e)o_(i. RIGHT. i din say tt. so the illusions were wah ROCK la. hahaha. so cool so damn cool. and mr lawrence khong's snowflakes got more than daniels! HAHAHA. and and the dad ask the son to help him off the fan when he was offstage. and daniel's dad took sumting out of my hair. HAHAHAHA.

after tt we went to the airport to eat dinner at popeyes. time was like 10.50++. i went to check the last train. it was at 11.18. WTH. means we cant take the train. after we finish was like 12 plus. and ta-da the last bus ran away. )F(I##@ growls u noe. haha. so we decided to cab home. it was LATE. well the guys took a limousine coz daniel was rushing off. and me and emm shared a cab. well. i alighted first den emm. heng enuff $. well i din go home. din feel like. so i walked to central. and xinwen called and said he dun feel like going home too. so he came over to find me in his limousine. o.O hahahahaha. damn funny. den he alight so far and slowly walk. when i saw the driver pass i waved den i was like SHIT he must haf tot i want to flag it down, though i was next to a taxi stand. so he wind down the window and i said the one who alighted inside is my fren HAHAHA! bleahs.

so we walked to the circle in front of the entertainment centre. and sit inside. den after tt. we sit the dry part. and lie down count stars! SO MANY SO NICE 1,2,3,4.... i like stars. ((: den this group of pple came and use the power point. HAHA. so noisy. so i went to sit on the chairs. thruout the mac pple having steamboat xmas party. so funny. dey keep running arnd n very noisy. while i just lay my head on xinwen's lap HAHA KEITH! BE JEALOUS! LOL. i see my bracelet already. it was so small. i was like WAH so small how to wear. BUT in the end i can wear. LOL! LALALALALALA. den 4 plus jieming came to find us. HAHA. and xw lie on floor my head on his lap and jieming head on mine. HAHA. and xinwen play songs on his hp. and soon i fell aslp. i tink dey did too. tired. mum called and screamed she found out i wasnt home. LOL! 6 am we went home. and i quick quick go slp.

and i woke up at arnd 2 plus 3. LOL. which is NOW. LOL. and im going out SOON. to get sumting. and den the xmas dinner with the guides at cartel@cine. HAHA wheee. im bored alreayd. HAHA!

wont be home tonight. tonite's entry will be tml! LOL.
imissyou

2005-12-22T23:36:00.000+08:00

BORED.
BORED.
BORED.
BORED.
BORED.

i met him today. done
and i saw many irritating pple too!

((:

2005-12-21T20:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

hello everybody! i am already sixteen. SWEET SIXTEEN. can officially watch NC 16 shows. can enter pool halls and play guang ming zhen da-ly. lOL. so fun so fun. and i have been spending the past 36 hours out.

ytd wake up rather early with only like 5 hours of slp? BLAH. supposed to meet jacob and kevin and her at 1.30 but all of us drag online until like i 3 den reach? LOL. im ~~always~~ late. sorry la! LoL. den we go kevin hse to meet first. play and drag until dunno wad time 4 plus. den we go down to eat. my first meal! KFC the chicken which i nv chose to eat when i went out with xinwen. after eating i was fiddling with kevin's PSP. and and i finally broke the record of 700000 in FIFA 06 juggling segment. and currently ranked 1st is ME! 808000+++. wheee.i really rawk. man. HAHA. after tt we walked to city plaza to find sumbody. all the while jacob's SUPER NICE dad is like helping us look for hotel to book. LOL. so we wait. and wait.a nd wait wait wait. meantime, we went to play POOL!

we play 3 games and i won 3 games! the first and third game i played with kevin. 2nd game i played with jacob. den it's like both of us left the black ball nia. and JACOB whacked the black ball in! unfortunately, the white ball went in as well. i tink it's birthday luck. im super lucky, after tt in the nite play daidee i also win ALL THE TIME. omg. if play money, i'll be rich! LOl.

after pool we went to sheng siong for some grocery shopping. bought like chips and drinks. den we met ek at bugis. and nice them bought me a cake! CHOCOLATE CAKE! yummylicious. it looked damn nice la. -drools. hehehee. den we walked to the hotel. checked in. dumped our stuff and went out again.

we walked to 7-11 which was just opp our hotel. den walk here walk there. walk to clarke quay take pictures. den walk back again. walk walk walk. walk until past 12! LOl. den go back room eat play tok cock bathe. den 3 plus am everybody quite tired so we decided to walk to dhoby ghaut which was damn near too! so walk walk take pic again. LEGS WERE LIKE BREAKING WTH! damn tired. they were like doing push ups in the middle of the road and take pic. AHHA so fun.

BLOW CAKE!
hahaa pple light candle sing song blow candle rite. we taKe pictures until the candle finish. LOL. so many shots. so fun. i like. den dey sang me BIRTHDAY SONG. so cute. he did too on the line ;) after tt we checked out and walked to bugis. dere they left me.

and and i waited waited waited lkie more than an hour for fengjie and his frens! freaking long can! lOL. i finished reading MEGA BIG EDITION 8 DAYS drinking a cup of sprite den he appeared in front of me. LOL. den there were like 7 of us towards the end of the day.walked arnd bugis shop shop. LEGS BREAK. SUPER FREAKING TIRED LA. BAG SO HEAVY SUMMORE CAN! blahh. den we went to arcade and they spent like ALOT OF MONEY on the games. LOL. can win HP leh. and PSP. quite cool la. oh wells. den i went home alone.

and we had loads of food and drinks left. HAHA

which do i enjoy more?
to have a really great party and big celebration where i am QUEEN
or just being able to see him
i dunno.
=x

THANK YOU TO ALL FOR SPENDING TIME WITH ME!
yays. i really did enjoyed myself.
funny pple u all are.
funny shit u all do.
RAWK ON MAN ;) CHEEERS!

THANK YOU TO YOU.
hahahaa.

THANK YOU JONATHAN FOR SPECIALLY MAKING A TRIP DOWN TO BUGIS TO PASS ME MY PRESENT.

THANK YOU ALL WHO REMEMBERED AND WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
all my pri sch frens, sec 1/2 classmates, sec3/4 classmates, national camp frens, scouts, guides frens, buddies, friends from outside. THANK YOU EVERYBODY.

the FIRST person to CALL me and wish me happy birthday exactly at 00.00 is SHARIFF RIZWAN! all the way from MALAYSIA. dude! u really rock. loves! ur advisor ;)

the FIRST person to MESSAGE exactly at 00.00 is ANGER!

the FIRST person to LEAVE A FRIENDSTER TESTIMONIAL is SOH XIN WEN! HAHA. whee.

okays tt's all. enjoy some pictures. the rest still in da camera!

me kevin engkwan jacob HOTEL 81 BENCOOLEN

ALL I WISH FOR CHRISTMAS THIS YEAR IS YOU! ;) <3

SMILE! sweeet 16 ((:

THEY ROCKED MY DAY!

*munch *munch

we messed up the bed for this shot HAHA.

o.O me playing pool.

AIM FOR THE BLACK BALL ALREADY! -striped.-

where the hell were you putting your hand, jacob?

jacob'sgirlfriendisshy.but she take pictures not bad eh?

2005-12-20T01:29:00.000+08:00

OKAYS SO I BLOGGED AND THE COMP COCKED UP. WTH. HELL PISSED!

reblogg.
supposed to meet xinwen at 1.30 but i told him the nite before i will probably drag till 2. but but but i reached only at two plus! sorry! DEN we met at wheelock place, walked over to lido and get the tickets for king kon at 3.50 one. hahaha. den i had this craving for long john so i say let's go eat long john. but i see the new kfc spicy chicken like quite nice dne want to try also. was in a dilemma and cannot choose wd to eat sia. in the end i chose long john because i dun haf to use hand to eat it and so it wont dirty my hand. and chilli is very bad for me esp now that im SICKK! blahh. but this long john treasure meal is rice plus chicken and prawn. i was wondering if there's only chicken one. BUT i tot dun haf. while waiting for the food i saw that there is chicken only one! [94@[O32$@_{# SO ANGRY! hhaaa. and xinwen fren, bertrand? who was with him asked how old am i.

b: how old is she?
x: u guess?
b: same age.

sumting like tt la.
>.<
omg
i noe i am young i look young THANK YOU! ((:

king kong is FUNNY
it made me luff till i stomachache
king kong is SAD
it made me cry till i sniff sniff!
>.<

king kong is 186 minutes long. supposed to meet wanru wanling keith and daniel at 7. but coz the movie din start exactly at 3.50 due to ad and trailers therefore we were late and wanru keep calling me on the phone! so we chiong walked to ps from lido. but v tiring u noe. esp since xinwen's legs are damn fast. IN THE END we took a bus from heeren and 2 stops down

so keith also haven reach the two girls wait. HAHA. den we waited a little while before entering ps. deciding wad to eat. pizza hut -> fish and co. -> manhattan fish -> swensons/secrets recipe no pizza hut coz dey just ate it a few days ago and are feeling sick of it. no fish and co coz wanru dun wan walk until there. manhattan fish and swensons had queue so we ate secrets recipe hahaha.

keith and i ate grilled black pepper chicken, xinwen ate grilled bbq chicken, wanru ate grilled mushrooms chicken and wanling ate fish and chips.YUMMY-LICIOUS! yupp after eating den we slack and chit chat den walked around den go home.

many times things are unpredictable
dey just happen as and when they like
it's not up to you to control them
sometimes things may not be as complicated as it seems
it just happen WHEN one is sensitive
think towards the positive and simple side.
this way, you'll be happier.

there are times where u worry alot
when the person involved aint even worrying
more so when the person is the closest u haf
but there are also times whereby u hafta let the person experience
instead of keeping him under ur wings all the time.
this way, he'll never learn

life is as such
either u give or u take.
it'll be unfair if u keep giving and nv receive
it'll be unfair if u keep taking and nv give
it never works like that
this way, life will never be fair.

random thoughts.
1 more day to my birthday YAYS ;)
and 2 more days to the results of my appeal!

2005-12-18T23:00:00.000+08:00

today is my grandmother's birthday! actually also my grandfather's death anniversary. BUT birthday like better ma coz it's HAPPY. so we celebrate birthday and postpone grandfather's ting by 1 week. which is on christmas.

HAHA
after so long i finally get to see the rest.
since i seldom go to my grandmother's house this year.
seeeing cousins that ive never seen for along long time. but alot nv go up coz working.
but the cousins that i saw. WAH grow so much. going thru puberty VOICE BREAK. GROW TALLER THAN ME. wth! im one of the shortest kays. piangs.
had fun playing daidee speed ah-chup russian poker HEART ATTACK. wah cool sia.
LAUGH AND LAUGH.
it's been long.
really long.

BUT NEXT WEEK CAN AGAIN! YAYS.

and i went to cycle with my cousin's bike. the seat got problem so i cycle standing SO COOL! SO FUN! SO TIRING! up the slope. AHAHA.

den i keep scaring my cousins say today's 18th and about my grandfather and stuff.
they scared windows scared mirrors scared doors.
one cousin walked in quietly. I SAW HIM
but they din.
LOL.
den when he talked they jumped.
HELL FUNNY.
HAHAHA

wad a family reunion.
we only gather when there's an event.
HA

2005-12-17T12:37:00.000+08:00

JACOB YEO ZUO QUAN IS SAD BECAUSE HE IS LEFT ALONE BY HIS BEST OF FRIENDS IN SINGAPORE.

-hahahaa.
everybody's overseas.

nvm la. u still have me!
HAHAHA

HAVE YOU BOUGHT MY PRESENT >.< =x HAHAHAHA

anyway today slept till now! so song. past few days slept till 8am wake up le.
coz go taiwan tt time everyday 6 am wake up sia. HAHA
i'll update more later maybe.

XINWEN! THANK YOU! ;) very touched.
GO ON 19th! =)

2005-12-16T22:28:00.000+08:00

so i haven been watching much tv this year.
losing out on every tv serial and stuff.
got time den maybe check out 7pm or 9pm show.

watch maybe like 1/10 of the whole show.

BUT BUT BUT.
today, like 1.5 hours ago.
i caught the DA JIE JU of WU CHU CAI HONG ( the rainbow connection )
before that got see abit here abit there. roughly noe how the story goes and stuff la.

i remember the first episode of this show clashed with that of GOTCHA. the one wanru sister doing one. so i wathced GOTCHA> must give support ma. haha. she got appear okays. den commercial break tt time i switch to channel 8 den alot of CHINA PPLE. so i was like wth is this show. and tot it was not nice.

damn.i was wrong.
from the first few episodes that i watched i thought WANG JIAN YI WAS KINDA CUTE.
and nice.
see im not so superficial to just judge by his outlook. HAHAH.
until the very last episode i still tink he's nice.
and i tink he suits YOYO more than XIAOQIAN okays!
argh.
~~i really dun like xiaoqian~~
dey not compatible!
BLAH!
and he's so so so so so mean to YOYO
how can like that.
BUT BUT
that's only the end.
during the competition.
man i was so worried they cudden make it in time.
but of coz they did.
before the dance, they share this long passionate sweet nice kiss.
-yummylicious-
and they dance so beautifully it's bound to touch many hearts.
at the end they also kissed.
SO LONG SUMMORE LONGER THAN THE PREVIOUS ONE OKAYS!
den hor. when they received the award. he kissed her. on the cheeks!
so nice!!! -floats to dreamland- LOL
I WAS AND STILL AM JEALOUS!
how long haven i been fantasizing about tv-characters sia.
but in the end.
he brought her high up only to bring her back down to reality.
SO MEAN
to follow the stupid xiaoqian.

I CRY.
urgh.
wtf.
=(

2005-12-16T18:27:00.000+08:00

[updated]

I JUST WENT TO APPEAL TO SAJC!

apparently we can appeal at the old/new building also can. but serene say dun tink they move to potong pasir le -which is like 1 stop away from my hse/can take any of the 10 buses?- BLAH. so we went all the way to the FAR FAR school. den at there dey say potong pasir also can. wtf. LOL. okays. so anyway. we went there and like take a form filled it up. and realise the perfect combi i want is actually sci stream instead of arts sia. never mind o level change. HAHA.

anyway.

*hint hint*
everybody check out the THE BITCH segment of my blog
*hint hint*
today's 16th december
*hint hint*
5 more days something big's gonna happen!
*hint hint hint*
HEHEHEHE.

2005-12-16T09:53:00.000+08:00

got my posting results for first three months!
~~ifuckinggotpostedinto~~
NANYANG JUNIOR COLLEGE!!!!!!

not say very happy
but not say very sad.

anybody going to NYJC please let me know.
future school mates!

so far only like songsihui, abigail, sarah chua.
but i like not v close with them
BOOO!

(updated) MEIRU IS GOING NYJC! though not arts! BUT NVM!

YAYS COMPANY!

anyway. ytd i went out with emm and her fren to watch SAW 2! THE SHOW IS fucking ~~awesome~~GRUESOME. oh i shall not elaborate. ownself go watch.

after the movie at cine, we took a train to clarke quay and walk walk arnd. contemplating whether to take the boat or wad. but in the end nv. walked to marina square from there and look for annabel at her workplace. had dinner there. den walked arnd again. den walked back to boat quay near by.

DEN DEN. we decided to take a trishaw! so we squeezed in.3 of us.haha so fun. and we waved to pple. i tink everybody tink we crazy. coz we are on board a TRISHAW but it was freaking fun. and i like the wind! YAYS.

homesweethome. LOL

NYJC.-boo.

back.

2005-12-14T16:01:00.000+08:00

hello everybody.
my beloved ever dearest readers!
im back from taiwan!
yays.

the weather in singapore is really hot and irritating.
the weather in taiwan is cold and extremely cool.

in singapore wearing a t-shirt and we'll complain about how hot it is.
in taiwan wearing a long sleeve and a thick jacket and i complain about how cold it is.

taipei is colder than the rest of the parts of taiwan
and the airport we landed in is in taipei
and i wore a skirt when i left singapore.

shit has it.
i was freezing when i stepped out of the airport.
damn it.
nobody was wearing skirt BUT me.
stupid.
me.
wth.
everybody look at me with sum weird weird expression.
the sort that goes omg-u-sure-u-not-cold?
BLAH.

but the next few days all wear jeans.
once bitten twice shy.
it warmed up during the last few days in gaohsiung etc. so last day i wore skirt again!
but on our way back to taipei, the wind was DAMN DAMN STRONG. and and i was freezing again.
my hands became numbed.
the feeeling was horrigible terrigible okays. =(

visited many places.
heard many stories.
the 921 earthquake and all the natural disasters.
there was this temple that collapsed during the earthquake 6 years ago. and till now it was not cleared up. so we can easily view the mass destruction. pretty sight. one we'll nv get to see in singapore.
then go to mountain see one side of the road collapsed.
it was scary.
heng our driver was licensed. and pro.
so scary the landslide and stuff.

one of the days this ahma fell down in the toilet. bled. and sent to A&E ambulance arrived in less than 5 minutes. damn efficient. so all of us went down to hospital and wait for her wound to be stitched and stuff. so poor ting.

and everyday we'll be on the move travellling arnd the island. from one city to antoher takes more than 3 hours. and every night we stay in different hotels. damn song. me my dad mum sis and aunt. every time 2 rooms. at this certain farm place. one room has 4 single beds. we get to choose. another one the bed is all queen size. so woah. each person 1 single and still got spare. quite comfy too. there's this hot spring hotel that we went to right, then all the water smelt of BAD EGG. it's the sulphur smell. we brush teeth with that too kays. it stinks. like totally. BLAH.

err. one of the days we went to this yehliu place or sumting if i din remember wrongly. pure geography students will love the place.
the coastal erosion
stacks
potholes
big waves (pacific ocean there okays)
and a lot alot of pretty tings.
the waves there are extremely and very very pretty.
and i nearly lost my camera there. or so i thought.
turned out to be on the floor in my poncho
right. it was raining. the only day that rained. quite sad.
and i only really saw the SUN in one day.
their 5pm is as dark as our 10 pm.
no joke.

there got very little clothes to shop for. mostly winter longsleeves stuff. bring back singapore also seldom wear. BLAH. so bought bags. and LOADS OF FOOD. we went with like 3 luggages 4 pple and came back with 10! wtf. 10 including 4 big boxes of food.

visited alot of places of interest also. museum paper factory(we did our own paper fan) ALOT ALOT. sit bus sit until bus rot also.

and and the cigarettes there are ~~FUCKING~~ cheap. S$2.50 for a marlboro big pack. singapore buy 1 there can buy 4. no wonder there alot of pple smoke. tsk. tsk tsk.

right den there's the PING LANG XI SHI. wear only ~~braandpanties~~ to sell. u cant find them along the streets in singapore definitely. LOl. maybe along sentosa. HAHA. and my dad wanted to take a pic of them like wtf so tiko. totally cannot stnad him. when he's one of 3 MEN in the group. dot.

out of 30 plus pple got 3 men and 7 boys. the rest all women and girls.
hahaha.

and i drove a buggy there. though license needed i ask my dad collect the buggy den i drive. wahahah.
so cool.
the uncle say i next time can drive. WHEE.

oh oh and the food there. every dinner is like 10 course.
SIAO one.
sure got soup and fish and veggie and small prawns and everynight same!
the last dish cfm is fruits. liu ding. everynight.
sumtimes got chicken or pork or lobster and abalone.
hahaha.
breakfast everyday is continental that kind alot of variety
except last day.
sucky restaurant. porridge with veggie and egg and tou hua shui dun even haf grape juice like the others!
i see already i went to 7-11 buy cup noodles.
den everyboyd look at me with envy. with fruit juice in hand. cool. HAHA
the hotel got complained.

and and and.
there was this really cute guy who's same age. LOl.
we like talked alot only during the last few nights.
otherwise i only talk to his mother. and the aunt's young infant. LOl
got to noe alot of pple. made more frens.
damn cool.
so fun i missed.
but i prefer singapore coz it's safer.

there the pple dress very weirdly also.
if wear come singapore. everybody tink u SIAO.
the eyelashes like 2 cm long kind.
lOl

thankyoukevinjacobaliciasingchangengkwanshermanforsendingmeoffattheairportsoearlyinthemorning.

hmm.
and most probably
i'll be meeeting emm and her fren to watch saw 2 tml. HAHA
so long nv watch movie already.

okays BYEBYE pple! ((;

therewasthisvoicemailinmymailbox.
verysweet.
andunexpected.
((:
it made me smile. HEH

TAIWAN!

2005-12-06T13:47:00.000+08:00

to all my EVER DEAREST readers.
-if there are any.

I'LL BE OFF TO TAIWAN

from 7th december to 13th december only la.

but still.

MISS ME OKAYS? ;)

2005-12-04T14:25:00.000+08:00

has been a long long long long time since i post. lol. so many things happen leh.

no1 BIG THING. O LEVELS ENDED ON 18TH NOVEMEBER 2005.
but hor i dun really feel anything. not particularly happy or anything.
just feel that i dun haf to touch books for like 2 months?
results are worrying.
english was really ok. chinese err. amaths EASY PEASY hope i can really get A1. emaths too A1 PLEASE. physics was alright. chemistry was do-able. geog was so so. i fell aslp during the history paper. BLAH.

no2 BIG THING. PROM NIGHT WAS ON 25TH NOVEMBER 2005.
at first was a very weird dress. but we decided it was too weird so did last day shopping and bought a jacket a top and a skirt. hair and makeup went hollywood secrets at far east to make. it was GREAT.. i mean. hahahaha. visit my frenster and u will noe. hahaa. and it is ME okays. many many pretty pple in the sch hall. so nice. i like. it was damn fun and exciting la. mambo queen wasnt my class representative but never mind WELL DONE! hehes. there was a bitch. i shall not elaborate. LOL. after prom we went to watch ZATHURA at cine 12.20am show. before tt went cartel and met clara sandra jean huihui. all slacked together. after the movie 2 plus am cabbed down to his house there. him and his frens were waiting at the void deck. den they refused to stay at the void deck. so i pei him go home bathe first. den we went to his fren hse to slack. all 5 of us there. den mapled. pokered. wanted to slp. only slept a while though.

no3 MEDIUM THING. i tried to look for a job so went for job interviews with wanru and manel.all fail except one is work at starhub roadshow den must promote the promotion stuffs. and is commission based. means u earn wad u sell. u dun sell u dun earn. so i decided not to take up the job whilst the other two went ahead with it. i do that kind of job before and i dun like it. hahaa. JIAYOU okays. hope u all sell alot alot alot. esp WANRU den i can eat my cartel main course ((:

no4 SMALL THING. CAKES AT 2 slices FOR THE PRICE OF 1/2
one of the days after the job interview we went to eat cartel. total we only had like 5 plus la. den wanru atm inside got 4. so we use the 4 and buy a cake since the cake was 50% after 9. it was 9.10. den the 5 plus buy a cup of coffee. but after gst we were SHORT of 5 cents. so walked arnd j8 and saw a fren. borrowed 5 cents from him. den with the cake and coffee we get free plain water and bread. LOL. and slack there los. eat the cake halfway wanru found a foreign object inside. sum purplish straw like ting bah. so we ate a little more of the edible part den told the staff about it whereby they replaced another slice of cake. and we asked if can choose another flavour and YEAH can. so hahahaha. second time already ok. tt time we go j8 de coffeebean drink coffee and eat cake also. den after tt my cake got unbaked flour. so we got another slice as well.

no5 SMALL THING. we saw TEAM SINGAPORE!
so before we went to cartel we were at the airport. took 53 from airport to bishan one ma. passed by HIS house also HEHE. hmm anyway. after the job interviews we dun feel like going home so went to airport to slack. arnd 7 plus we left the airport mac. and we saw many RED RED people leh! wanru say got camera den i was like ISSIT TEAM SINGAPORE. so we went forward to see. and and and and and IT WAS THEM. so we looked further to see is which sports one. and and SAW LIONEL LEWIS! LOL. LOL. LOL. den took his signature and he wrote to HUI YEN okays. LOl. and and i take picture with him. he so cute. but he's like SUPER SUPER TALL LA. LOl. he has to bend down alot before he can be the same height as me. HIS FACE DAMN CLOSE. HEHEHE. lOL. my face RED sia. hahahahahahahaha.

no6 SUPER SMALL THING. i have been visiting mac sitting at the same place near the counter rather closely. HEHE. LOL.

no7 OKAY THING. i went to east coast that day with wanru valerie emmeline jean sandra clara huihui. so many dyed hair. LOL. half of the no. hahaha. long time no see val. HAHA. and we had fun at the breaKwaters and i got chaotah. LOl. den built sandcastles and stuff. played arnd the sands. and a group of dunno how old girl come and step sia. when we sit a dist away to see. den jump. STUPID. den bladed for 2 hours. LEGS PAIN sia. me and clara. wanru and sandra bladed arnd the skating rink there. me and clara went to find the other 4 at the jetty they cycled. den we eat icecream. and slack. NICE. having a bbq soon! and xmas dinner. LOL

no8 WE CHOSE FIRST THREE MONTHS SCHOOL
12 choices.
1st: sajc arts
2nd: ajc arts
3rd: nyjc arts
4th: mjc arts
5th: cjc arts
6th sajc science
7th: ajc science
8th: nyjc science
9th: mjc science
10th: cjc science
11th: srjc science
12th: acjc arts
from 6th onwards all anyhow put one.

no9 I WENT TO THE ZOO AND THE NIGHT SAFARI! with jacob jevin singchang engkwan and my sister -_-. BLAHH. BUT IT WAS FUN. the monkaes can SING. and get me HIGH! lOL. so nice. i tell u all okays. got time must go zoo! the animals are very cute and big. im serious. LOL. and bring extra clothes if you want to play at the children's play land. GOT SWING ALSO. play water must remember to taKe ur hp out. LOL. if not end up like me. heng can save. LOL. also. i played with kevin's PSP FIFA 2006. and i am the top scorer now. computer 700000 i 669+++ WHEEE> and he cannot break it. BLEAH! zoo from morning till night. TIRED> 12 hours of walking. LOL

i tink no more tings happen le la. long post enuff anot ,to all who ask me to post.

if u were a third party, how will you feel.
if the extra affair that should have never happened happened, what will you do.
so confusing.
so troubled.
just remaining as frens just isnt enuff.
BLAH.
random.

meant to be underground hidden and never exposed.
that's what a third party is for.
to give comfort when the couple quarrels.
and just to be there.
he'll never know
and he'll never understand.

extra tyre.
that's what a third party is for aint it.

he made me fall in love with SHAN HU HAI.
jay/lara - 珊瑚海

J: 海平面遠方開始陰霾　悲傷要怎麼平靜純白
　我的臉上　始終挾帶　一抹淺淺的無奈

L: 你用唇語說你要離開(心不在)　那難過無聲慢了下來
　　洶湧潮水　你聽明白　不是浪而是淚海

合: 轉身離開 (你有話說不出來) 分手說不出來　海鳥跟魚相愛　只是一場意外
　　我們的愛(給的愛)　差異一直存在 (回不來)
　　風中塵埃 (等待)　竟累積成傷害

合: 轉身離開 (分手說不出來) 分手說不出來　蔚藍的珊瑚海　錯過瞬間蒼白
　　當初彼此(你我都)　不夠成熟坦白 (不應該)
　　熱情不再 (你的)　笑容勉強不來　愛深埋珊瑚海

J: 毀壞的沙雕如何重來　有裂痕的愛怎麼重蓋
　只是一切　結束太快　你說你無法釋懷

L: 貝殼裏隱藏什麼期待 (等花兒開)　我們也已經無心再猜
　　面向海風　鹹鹹的愛　嚐不出還有未來

合: 轉身離開 (你有話說不出來) 分手說不出來　海鳥跟魚相愛　只是一場意外
　　我們的愛(給的愛)　差異一直存在 (回不來)
　　風中塵埃 (等待)　竟累積成傷害

合: 轉身離開 (分手說不出來) 分手說不出來　蔚藍的珊瑚海　錯過瞬間蒼白
　　當初彼此(你我都)　不夠成熟坦白 (不應該)
　　熱情不再 (你的)　笑容勉強不來　愛深埋珊瑚海